Day 7 – Koinonia

Opening Worship was magnificent today.

Scheduling demands that we in the Press room have to step out during part of the service for a press briefing. Usually it is just a five to ten minute talk to see what UM News is covering and if any of the Communicators present have anything to share with each other or the wider Church. As we were there, either during or immediately after we prayed, a chant was heard from on stage… What was said in that chant? I don’t know. Yet the music of the sung prayer was hauntingly beautiful. It filled the space. I was ready to hear more when I came back to my seat.

I would also lift up the whole of our sermon this morning. Bishop Eben Nhiwatiwa gave a message full of joy and hope and humor that speaks to the peculiarity of this significantly more genial conference we all have been taking part in. As he said, “I must be at the wrong General Conference!” None of us were prepared for how good we all feel walking and talking and living and serving together. (Sermon begins at 24 minutes into the stream.)

This is the last day that legislative committees meet to discuss the legislation before the body. The final amendments and edits to the petitions are coming together and the work of next week is being scheduled with each report that comes out of the committees. Today we passed the Social Principles contained in Paragraphs 164 and 165 of the Discipline. They attest to several important things, but most of all they attest to the rights of all people who walk this earth with explicit language. No people can be denied their civil and human rights, and we in the UMC made a big step toward affirming these innate rights in all people.

Coincidentally, this was also the day that I was photographing the communion service being held during lunch. Communion is my favorite ritual in the Church. Baptism may represent our new birth, but it is in Communion that we are given the energy to continue on in our new life. Bread and Wine (Unfermented or otherwise,) are blessed and it becomes for us the presence of Christ, the visible reality of his sacrifice for us. We share in that emblem of suffering and in it find life.

In West Virginia our Bishop, Sandra Steiner Ball, is overseeing the Susquehanna Annual Conference jointly with Bishop Cynthia Moore-Koikoi of the Western Pennsylvania Annual Conference. In partnership with our colleagues there, we decided we would help with story and photo coverage. The Church is relational in every aspect and so we have to strive to give tangible support to each other whenever we can. Also, it is just nice to be nice – sometimes you do not need a grand reason for it.

Bishops Cynthia Moore-Koikoi and Sandra Steiner Ball

A goodly amount of people were gathered in that hallway, (afull article with all more specific details will be posted later and I will share it when it is available.) It was a moment of peace in the midst of the busy rush of conference.

This year has been defined by a Spirit of peace and joy and celebration and I pray that this will continue to be our Spirit. Even a peaceful gathering is taxing on people though. You get tired and uncomfortable, you get the strange crud that everyone seems to be passing around right now. You just get worn down, little by little.

Enter the Eucharist, a small moment of Sabbath in the midst of the world and its constant demands for more and more of us. We receive the simple gifts of bread and of the vine and they become so much more for us. Visible signs of God’s grace, tangible to the point you can taste them.

Holy, holy, holy Lord – we praise you because you come near to us in this blessed sacrament, this holy mystery. Let the Spirit of Joy and of Peace carry us through next week as well.

Day 6 – Peripateo

I’ve done a lot of walking this week. From one end of the convention center to the other, to the train station, to the Airbnb, to the food mall (yes, that’s a thing and it is wonderful.) I’ve been averaging several miles a day alongside the notetaking, the video editing, and the staring at the conference session from the News Room… Somehow, I’ve felt more energized than I have in a long time in the midst of all that.

Food…
… Mall

As Christians, we believe that God dwells within us at all times, but to feel it fully we must be aware. Awareness requires activity and activity requires a goal – at least to do more than twiddle our thumbs. The Word of God is described in scripture as alive and active, sharper than any double edged sword. (Heb. 4:12.) This Word is not just scripture, but the source of life itself – Jesus Christ, the Incarnate Word. Incarnation, living, moving toward a goal – these are all actions the Spirit embodies through us.

Today’s session of the Conference had very little to it in terms of business. We had a few things to approve – mostly procedural – but the floor and the people were still active. The band which led us in opening worship was one of the best I’ve ever heard (I highly recommend watching this morning’s service even if you watch nothing else.) Tomorrow will be full from sunup to sundown, but today people had room to move around, even while doing legislative committees. In that movement there has been the opportunity to discover purpose. This, and of course, time to walk.

Many people in the Press Room where I have been living this week, are doing work here for the first time. Regardless of previous experience in Communications or Methodism, many of us have not covered a General Conference and have not spent much time together in the same room. That is rapidly changing. I find myself learning names (an accomplishment considering how forgetful I am,) and walking around to ask specific questions of people that I know, know better than me.

Annual Conferences are collaborating on projects and sharing resources where they can. Our own West Virginia Conference is working tightly with Western Pennsylvania, making sure we are doing all we can to tell the story of what God is doing at General Conference. Wandering around Charlotte and around the Convention Center, God is making sure people meet and seeing that those meetings are not just social exchanges.

My writing partner throughout this week has been the magnificent Audrey Stanton-Smith, Editor of the United Women in Faith’s Response Magazine. She attributed the success we have had in writing for Conference to “meeting the right people at the right time.” I have to agree. This has defined not only the work of covering Conference, but Conference itself.

Experts are all around me. For this I am blessed. Surprises are all around, like seeing an old friend from College at a restaurant just up the way. For this I am blessed. Stories are shared, laughter is heard, and hijinks ensue. For this. I. am. blessed.

We walk together in life. That is the substance of what I have to say today. We are never alone and life is so much better when we spend time intentionally living it together.

Day 5 – Oikos

I wrote a draft of this story that went down all kinds of rabbit holes. Weighing aspects of connectionality and what regionalization might mean in my context and beyond…

It was a horrible piece of writing. Principally it was bad because it betrayed the purpose of these letters. I am looking for beauty and the way that God is showing up at conference. While that certainly includes the plenary sessions… The legislation itself is just a tool and the session with it. The Spirit moves through them, but the Spirit is not contained there. I hope the difference is clear.

I have seen more prayer today than any other day – not to imply a lack of prayer anywhere else – but to testify to the amount of it today. People are worshipping and advocating and being the Church. Today that meant talking about regionalization. It also meant saying goodbye to the Eurasian Conference. Russia, the Ukraine, Belarus, and Khazakstan… All no longer part of the United Methodist Connection. Yet, sent off with love and prayer and on good terms with the body.

I think the thing we lost in the last few decades (lets be honest since 1968,) has been the reality that we are all supposed to be working for the good of one another. We say that is our goal, but we are all guilty of putting ourselves first, and not just occasionly. Particularly in the UMC, the US has always been at the center of everything – we cannot be that any longer. We are not the fulcrum on which the whole world must pivot, we are a part of a much larger whole.

I am frustrated at times with our treatment of conferences outside the US. We tend to treat international members allies or enemies as frequently as we treat them as family. A central conference member that supports traditionalist ideas is lauded by that camp and a central conference member who supports the progressive causes is lauded by another, and to a certain extent that is natural – we like people who agree with us! Yet we often find ourselves promoting the voices of those who are politically useful to us and ignoring others. If I have an enemy in another conference they may be lifted up to become a target and if I have an ally they may be lifted up to become an object in my arsenal – but if I do not see them as a person and a sibling in Christ all is lost.

Throughout the last extended quadrennium, Africa especially has been a chesspiece in a lot of discourse about the UMC. They are not partners in ministries and peoples made in the image of God, but polictio-theological ideas to be supported or opposed. When we dehumanize others, however we do so, we break something deep seated in both our humanities.

During the United Methodist Association of Communicators meeting, I was introduced to the social media of the South African Central Conference. I do not follow it religiously, but I do take time to go there now and again to see what is happening there. Church, it happens, is happening there. The people of God are gathered together and proclaiming salvation, serving one another in a Spirit of love, and striving toward perfection as only Methodists have the language to fully name.

Our collaboration with other conferences, with other people, even with our immediate neighbors, is not always done with complete agreement on important issues. Yet, if all people are genuinely seeking to do good, a way forward will present itself. It requires repentance, it requires self-reflection, and sometimes an acknowledgment of the frustratingly long arc toward justice… but it can be done.

The choir sings at morning worship in Charlotte. – Photo by Paul Jeffrey/UM News.

Regionalization will make it easier to be a global church, but we must not forget our international siblings or our immediate family in the midst these changes. We will still need to move beyond seeing others as political entities and not human beings.

As discussion of the constitutional amendment regarding regionalization came to a close, someone described our Church with a greek word – “oikos.” I have stolen that for the title of this entry. Oikos means “household,” or “dwelling place.” The word hit me as being apt for what the United Methodist Church is to me and many others. This is where we find ourselves fulfilled, where we are made into a family together. Home is the best word to describe what the UMC is.

We care and we fight and we fuss because it is our home. I would hope that as legislation continues to be discussed and as we continue to strive to work togehter for the good of all people, we do so as a family. I hope we come to embrace all members of that family – not ignoring any part because of who they are or where they are, but in all things regarding others as more significant than ourselves. Hopefully other parts of this conference’s work will establish the full extent of our call to love others in official writings and doctrine, but we will have to see…

I realize as I sit here, that I could never leave the United Methodist Church. Not just because I have no desire to, but because it is the place my heart has found rest. If home is where the heart is, I can never leave home. In the same way that I feel an overwhelming desire to be back among mountains and my own four walls and surrounded by cats and by my wife… I would always long for this Church if ever I tried ot leave it.

You know… like in Chess.

Day 3 – Epiclesis

The conference has begun properly. With song and with sacrament we have declared Charlotte to be a place where the Spirit is going to move and the Church is going to act. It is a day of celebration, of reflection, and of collaboration across every aspect of our connectional lives. I have seen so many people and talked to a significantly smaller number of them, but in my few interactions it has been clear that God has created an amazingly diverse body of people within the United Methodist Church. In the News Room, I sit just a little ways away from communicators for French, German, Korean and Portugese language publications. All around me are people from all backgrounds and locales around the world.

Outside the plenary hall, there are two things I have seen again and again. The first is between people on all levels of church leadership. One person sees another, a shout is raised over the crowd, and hugs immediately follow. So many people are seeing old colleagues and friends they may not have seen in decades, and yet we are brought together here. I myself have seen old seminary friends, Communicators I’d met previously at UMAC, and people tied to work I’ve done before I entered into pastoral ministry. Every day I’ve learned more and more people I know are here… and I really do not know that many people. The nature of our work demands that we stay in contact and we cannot resist that call.

The second sign is like it. One person sees a group of Bishops from across the room. They cry out, “Bishop!” and, more often than not, the bishop who turns around is their bishop. It isn’t magic, it isn’t 100%. However, I am made to remember the words of Christ. “My sheep know my voice…” Perhaps the other side of this is equally true, “A shepherd knows their sheep.” I am thankful for attentive bishops who know the sheep they shepherd.

Today has been busier, so I do not have quite as many reflections on the nature of life or a good bowl of curry. Still, in the midst of reading through legislation and typing drafts of articles, my mind is wrapping itself around the meaning of this gathering.

With the official start of the General Conference, the eyes of the world turn toward Charlotte. A consistent prayer is carried from the lips of onlookers, “Thy will be done.” This is among the most dangerous prayers we can pray, asking us to abandon what we want in favor of what Christ would have us do. It is a prayer we often pray. Yet, it is a prayer we seldom say in earnest.

“Thy will be done,” is usually a thing we say to mean, “God, you and I are simpatico, so let’s get this over with.” It is a far cry from what the words should actually mean. Even Christ, praying in the Garden, prayed “Thy will be done,” with the hope that God would relent from the price that was about to be paid. We pray “Thy will be done,” hoping that it will result in God bringing about what we wish to see… We seldom pray it and accept what comes as God working out God’s will on Earth. We are different from Christ in this.

We know something about God or else we would have no faith. We guide our life by principles we believe align with God, so why would we not have hopes of what is to come and believe that God will bring them about? Yet, if we believe in the prayer, “Thy will be done,” we have to be willing to accept that sometimes that means things will turn out differently.

When prayed in 2019 many of us were disappointed that the Traditionalist Plan passed. When it is prayed this year, if more progressive legislation passes, still others will be disappointed. Yet, what do we do, as people who believe God is active in the world? Do we think that only one outcome will be the will of God? Neither? Both? I do not rightly know, but I’m thinking about it this week.

We believe as United Methodists that God allows us to choose our own way through this life. Our salvation is not chosen for us and neither is our conduct. A saved person can sin and the unsaved can do right, God’s grace and liberty allow for both to be true. Institutions can likewise sin and can do what it is right. Simply because something passes at conference does not mean that it is good, just because it fails does not mean it was not good.

I have many opinions about things. I would say one of the most obvious things about me to those who know me is my ability to form opinions about things. It is a blessing and it is a curse. Yet, I believe firmly that as a Christian, a Methodist, and a Minister, we need to have cogent theological arguments for what we believe. That is why I am frustrated when I say, I have no ability to know what I am really asking when I say, “Thy will be done.”

We all strive to know God’s will, but until we see it erupt from the wellspring of the Spirit, we cannot truly discern it. We all strive to know God’s will, but the world has seen so much horror and sadness I cannot take every event in history to simply be, “The will of God.” We all strive to know God’s will, but I cannot imagine God would will any person be excluded from the family of God, simply for who they are. And yet… And yet… And yet…

Bishop Thomas Bickerton, the president of the Council of Bishops and West Virginia Native (woot woot!) preached during opening worship. His words were firm, they were beautiful, and they captured something of my own feelings as I sit here awaiting these two weeks. He introduced a practice of praying before each sermon he gives, “Oh God, remove me from me, and fill me with you.”

Before I sat down to write this I thought I would call this letter, “Kenosis,” a Greek word meaning “To empty.” It is used in Philippians to describe Christ taking on human form. However, the focus of the Bishop’s prayer is not the emptying, so much as the filling. Yes, we empty ourselves of our own desires – but if that were it we would be left as empty people. Instead, we empty ourselves with a purpose. We empty ourselves so that we can be filled with the Spirit. We ask God’s spirit to rest upon us, for an “Epiclesis,” not just to hollow us out in “Kenosis.”

When we pray, “Thy will be done,” we are doing something similar. We are asking the Spirit to come down and dwell within us. To guide us. To stop us or usher us forward. Yet, proud people that we are, we often keep running in the same direction no matter what.

I know what I want out of General Conference. I know what people who disagree with me want out of General Conference. Are we willing to accept that God’s desires might encompass those, go beyond them, or even contradict them… I will try and understand God’s will whether I get what I want or not. All I can do is ask for God to fill me with the Spirit, and follow that Spirit wherever it may lead me.

Day 2 – Anamnesis

The first full day I’ve spent in Charlotte has been… full. The actual legislative process begins Wednesday, but delegates, staff, bishops, and news teams are all running around preparing for the next week and a half. I’m writing drafts that may not ever see the light of day, but as a wise friend said, “It is always easier to edit than to create.” Doing the basic research and work now will save me trouble in the long run.

I took a break from prep to go get lunch with a friend. Delicious curry at a good price. I’d do an ad pivot, but I’ll retain the sanctity of this blog for now. The lunch itself carried a deeper reality to it than good food though. Connection is what defines us as human beings, more than anything. To sit and talk with someone: to celebrate and speculate, to laugh and to commiserate. It is a holy thing.

The thought that sat with me as I walked around the circumference of the Conference Center and the nearby park was the importance of remembering. I may never be in Charlotte again, but I am here now. There will never be another 2020 2024 General Conference, but there is now. The brickwork in the center of the park and the aggressive rushing of the fountain. The awkward engagement photoshoot next to the columbarium of a Catholic Church. All of these are things that I have to appreciate while I am looking at them, because I may not see them again. I can never see them as I see them now, that much is certain.

I see things both funny and serious as I wander. I find it hilarious that a statue showcasing the wonders of the written word seems to be accidentally implying the foundation of all literature is Sophocles’s Oedipus Rex.

Then there are the more serious observations. Beside the columbarium, where the faithful dead rest, there is a statue of St. Ignatius of Loyola. He stands with an arm outstretched, and that hand he has put forward is worn. There have been countless people who reached their hand out to the Saint and held it. In prayer? In desperation? It does not matter, but people saw the face of Ignatius and in it saw a source of comfort they had to feel to truly know.

I took hold of Ignatius’s hand too. I looked in those bronze eyes and spoke to him. I do not know my full feeling on how we are to engage with those who have gone to glory. I know our Articles of Religion call the invocation of the Saints, “a fond thing, vainly invented…” Yet I do believe that all the faithful dead remain conscious of us in paradise. I trust they still pray for us.

So I spoke to Ignatius, the man or the idea it does not much matter.

“Ignatius, you founded the Jesuits. I don’t know if that means we would agree on much if we met or not. However, I believe we are both men of God, and that is enough. Ignatius, pray for all of God’s people, and do not forget your siblings, the Methodists, for we sorely need it.”

I hope we all may continue to pray. There is life and hope abundant, but we must see it and embrace it to fully know it. May the Saints below and the Saints above never cease to ask God to care for God’s Church. Here, as we United Methodists gather, I pray God will work wonders here in Charlotte.

Day 1 – Introit

Today begins my journey down to Charlotte, NC for General Conference 2020 2024. It is the first General Conference I’ll ever have attended, as well as the first one I will be working as a member of the press for. My purpose in going is to capture the stories of what the Church is doing, and specifically how this impacts people of the West Virginia Annual Conference. I will also hope to show our delegates and members shine in their connectional roles. This is a chance to tell the story of how God is at work in the midst of a process we often forget is founded on the Spirit – not just the fights that we have in the Spirit’s presence.

I go, like all people, with expectations and hopes and predictions. Yet, I am not writing this to be another think piece, letter to the editor, or “inside track,” to the happenings of the General Conference. I don’t know how many times I’ll sit down and type something out, I’m not even sure the format I’ll land on for them, but I know I feel compelled to write.

I feel compelled to write about the beauty of what conferencing allows us to do, to capture the humanity of those gathered in the process. People from all over the world are coming together and in that gathering there is hope. Hope for a sort of unity that transcends the barriers we place around ourselves. Hope for a Church that is ever expanding in its shows of grace. Hope for a future with better things ahead than were ever behind us.

I have become more and more enamored with the simple beauty of life. The flowers that grow out of the ground, the blooms that demand not only to live but to enrich the world around them with color. The expression of compassion that all living things seem to be capable of showing – from a cat curled on my chest to the bird that circles its nest. Above all else, I love humanity in its broken glory. Reflections, each and every one of us, of the Divine Image, we shine like nothing else. We laugh, we cry, we hurt, and we reconcile. We aspire to the height Irenaeus put forward for us, “The Glory of God is a living person, and the life of a person is in beholding God.”

I hope to capture some of the beauty of humanity in sitting down and reflecting each day. Not in denial of our worse tendencies nor to obfuscate the difficult work of legislation. I only wish to see beauty, to name it, and to give it its due consideration. There is a need to tell stories that are beautiful, in a world that is so often full-up on sorrow. The bold defiance of the lilies, here today and gone tomorrow. The quiet assurance felt by sparrows that go by their business day after day. Christ told us to find peace in these simple things. May the beauty of Holy Conferencing, and the people who make it happen, be present in all I deign to write.

John Langenstein.
04/21/2024
At my desk at home, awaiting services,
and the long drive to Charlotte.

Sermon 04/21/2024 – Church is: Healing

Acts 4:5-12

The next day their rulers, elders, and scribes assembled in Jerusalem, with Annas the high priest, Caiaphas, John, and Alexander, and all who were of the high-priestly family. When they had made the prisoners stand in their midst, they inquired, “By what power or by what name did you do this?” Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them, “Rulers of the people and elders, if we are being questioned today because of a good deed done to someone who was sick and are being asked how this man has been healed, let it be known to all of you, and to all the people of Israel, that this man is standing before you in good health by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead. This Jesus is

‘the stone that was rejected by you, the builders;

    it has become the cornerstone.’

“There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among mortals by which we must be saved.”

Sermon Text

The early Church existed at a dangerous time for small sects of any faith. There was one religion that was fully accepted in the Roman Empire, and that was the Imperial Cult itself. While local deities, and even national deities, could be worshipped freely – the one person who needed to be worshipped was the Emperor. Properly speaking, a spirit known as the “Genius,” was worshipped to the benefit of the Emperor. This spirit was the highest spiritual ideal of a person, their source and also their sustaining principle. When the Emperor died they were usually deified as gods, but in life this sustaining Spirit was what was worshipped.

All people were meant to offer sacrifices toward this personal deity of the Emperor alongside their other gods. For the polytheists throughout the empire, this was not a problem, but for anyone who was a monotheist that simply was not possible. For the Jews they were given an excuse, they were older than the Roman Empire and so their rituals and deity were given special status – monotheism was permitted where it was usually forbidden.[1] Other cults that formed around singular deities were not permitted the same allowance. The denial of worshipping local deities and especially the Genius of the Emperor was considered a form of treason – how could the gods sustain the empire if they were not honored? How could the spirit guarding the Emperor act without propitiation?

Of the dissident faiths of the Roman Empire, only one would survive into the present era. Christianity, founded on the premise of worshipping Jesus of Nazareth as God, had neither the ancient status of Judaism nor the benefit of Roman tolerance. The refusal of worshipping the Genius or worshipping local deities was unforgiveable treason and grounds for execution.

Later historians would inflate the persecution of Christians, at least in terms of numbers, but the reality of Christian persecution is clear. Pliny the Younger, a Roman Governor, seemed to regard Christians as mostly harmless despite their seditious lack of imperial faith. He would ask suspected Christians to recant their faith three times, each time offering them food and wine to offer to images of the Emperor or of a god. When they refused three times they would be executed or extradited. This was the standard form of persecution – particular to specific cases and carried out by people who disliked minority religions more so than by people who hated Christians specifically.

Paul, the writer of most of the New Testament, experienced more hardships than most. Having traveled to new regions and presenting Christianity for the first time, he was often cast out of town and abused by their inhabitants. Those who he left behind likewise would suffer social ostracization and abuse. Within a few years of Paul’s death, itself execution for religious dissidence, the emperor Nero would establish an empire wide ban on Christianity, blaming them for the destruction of Rome. Christianity was persecuted in a way it had never been before and the people of God looked to scripture to understand what to do.

Amid the many instructions of Christ and the disciples was a consistent rhythm regarding personal conduct. On top of the general teachings of the Church, the commandments given by Moses and by Christ, the Christians were meant to live a life that was so obviously good that any accusations laid at their feet would be ridiculous. 1 Peter 3 makes this clear, saying explicitly that someone who lives a blameless life will put their accusers to shame – even if they are killed the people who knew them would know the truth, erasing the power of their oppressors. The same is true of Romans 13, an admonition against violating civil power in order to respect God, but also to preserve the reputation of God’s people.

One problem of the modern Church is that we defend ourselves through obfuscation far more often than we defend ourselves through positive example. Whenever a scandal happens in the Church, we point the other way and try to say that because the majority of the Church does not engage in something harmful, then the Church is not actually responsible for that offense. When a minister in another conference of the UMC was found having inappropriate relationship with a parishioner, he was the sinner in the situation that is true, but when the decision was made to moved him to another church rather than defrocking or rehabilitating him – it seems to me that we all suddenly became complicit in that situation.

That’s a bigger example though, we can look at smaller instances. There is a meme that goes around all the time, “If you left the Church because of something someone did, the Church didn’t hurt you, people did. Come back.” A fine idea, and with some truth behind it. However, there is one problem in this idea from my perspective – what is the Church? The institution? The building? I’ve often been of the impression that the people are the Church, and if the People hurt you, then you do have a legitimate problem with “The Church.” Our defense against people who have been hurt by the Church is to pretend that they were actually hurt by something else, something over there, anything but by us.

Sometimes people I know will distance themselves from clergy and Christians they disagree with. I myself will tell you openly when I think talking heads in the Church-sphere are not good people to listen to. Yet, I do not deny they are Christians and that I am responsible for them to a certain extent. The body of Christ is one body, and even though we have a created a bunch of sects and individual buildings, and barriers betwixt us, we are all one people. Even the parts of us that are hurtful and that we wish were not part of the body, are part of the Church. If they are unwilling to change, they will continue to be both harmful and Christian.

The scripture we read today shows the apostles being brought before the Sanhedrin, a group of leaders in Jerusalem who oversaw religious happenings in Jerusalem and some civil cases as well. Peter and crew would be brought before them several times in the early parts of Acts. Each time the disciples thwarted the accusations against them with a simple truth – they had done no harm to anyone, in fact they were helping other people. The powers that be could organize a mob to hurt them, they had done so with Christ and secured a conviction, however this was not a midnight meeting like the one that convicted Christ. The whole council was there, not just the conspirators, and they were not as zealous in their hatred of Jesus as those who met on Good Friday were.

Peter is asked how he healed these people, and his defense begins simply with the truth, “To be clear, I am here because you did not like how I healed someone! I’ll answer your question, but I want it on the record why you brought me in today!” The tactic worked, and they were released after being reprimanded by the court. A later trial would have them gaining the respect of Gamaliel, teacher of Paul of Tarsus and prominent teacher. It was not until a Greek Speaking Jew, Stephen, was brought before the council that enough animosity could be brought against a Christian to kill them. Again, not by law, but through mob violence. His sin, again, was in feeding the hungry and in proclaiming the Gospel.

If a Church and the people in it aspire to live well, then it will be hard to accuse them of anything. If they are founded on taking care of people, in feeding the hungry, in clothing the poor, then anyone who says “Well you know how those Christians are,” will be able to be told, “Well, I don’t know about all Christians, but these folk are good folk.” That’s the reputation we need to strive for, the thing that makes people question their criticism of faith, and that provides a positive association with Christ. That is what the Church is meant to do.

This is, perhaps, the completion of our message from last week. The Spirit leads us to repent to change, and in so doing we become people that no one can deny are truly seeking to do good. Will we fall short and fail? Of course. However, an earnest attempt at doing right on the part of an individual and of a church makes a huge difference. The Church has fallen out of the good graces of the public, not simply because people don’t want to be a part of us, but because when people pointed out the wrong we have done, all we had was trite and rehearsed responses. If we truly were doing the good work we are called to, no one could shame us and find support from people who know us.

The key thing here is that we do not do good to have a good reputation, but that we understand that the importance of consistently doing good is not just one dimensional. First and foremost, we seek to do good and heal this world because it is good and right to do so. Secondly, and we know it is good because of this, we do so because it benefits the people around us, and if we love people we want them to flourish. Somewhere down the list of reasons to do good is this matter of reputation, but it is important to think that beyond the singular moment of an action and its consequences, there are infinite ripples. Ripples in expectations, ripples in understanding, ripples in truth.

We have to live a life so that the perspective people have of us, of the Church, of Christ, is one of love and truth and power. When we fail, we need to be up front and apologetic, because if we cannot truly make amends for wrong, we will never grow as a people. Yet, if we do all these things, if we can be the Church as it is meant to be – a place of Healing, of Redemption, and of Communion – then we will see the glory of the Lord in this life. We will see the Body of Christ, be as it was always meant to be. – Amen.


[1] This claim is somewhat controversial among scholars. Partly this is because of the clear antisemitism of Roman society. There was also no official status given to the Jews, except by individual emperors. This is why people like Claudius was able to expel the Jews, their status was dependent upon those in power and not secured in the writ of law.

Sermon 04/14/2024 – Church is: Redemption

The Epistle Lesson                                                                     1 John 3:1-7

See what love the Father has given us, that we should be called children of God, and that is what we are. The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Beloved, we are God’s children now; what we will be has not yet been revealed. What we do know is this: when he is revealed, we will be like him, for we will see him as he is. And all who have this hope in him purify themselves, just as he is pure.

Everyone who commits sin is guilty of lawlessness; sin is lawlessness. You know that he was revealed to take away sins, and in him there is no sin. No one who abides in him sins; no one who sins has either seen him or known him. Little children, let no one deceive you. Everyone who does what is right is righteous, just as he is righteous.

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 The business of the Church, in all lo and places, regardless of context, is to repair the broken things of the world. This redemptive mission undergirds every part of our work. The problem with redemption, however, is that it is hard. It is hard to make the world better and it is hard to make ourselves better and because of this we settle for a hundred thousand lesser missions than this. Redemption is a work that only God can achieve and that we are privileged to partake in, but the work that we begin is much more manageable, and much easier to control.

Look at the way we address most problems in life, reactively rather than proactively. The potholes in our streets could be addressed if we funded regular upkeep of our infrastructure instead of hasty repairs when the road is already damaged. Health can be improved by taking measures as simple as taking vitamins and keeping up on vaccination, and yet most preventive medicine is not covered by most insurances. Finances are more secure when savings are put away, but oftentimes the demands of life make it hard to put much at all away, especially as prices have soured across the last decade or so. Our hope to fix things, even mundane things, is stopped by hundreds of confounding factors we face at any given moment.

Yet, God calls us to restore this world to something like what it was in Eden. There is to be a growth in trust where we have given ourselves to doubt. There is to be a mutual love and care where there is currently apathy and forgetfulness. There is to be a better world in the place of the one that is currently suffering under the reign of sin and death. We are to be people who want to see the world change for the better and who want to change our own lives to be better at contributing to that goal.

Faith is not meant to be an oppressive thing, Christ is clear again and again that what he offers us is a much better alternative than what the world is offering. This does not mean, however, that the life of faith does not have its own hardships. It is hard to grow, it is hard to do what is right, and it is hard to face the fact that we are all of us in need of change. The simple fact is, as we draw nearer to God we should experience a contradictory emotional swell. On one hand we should enjoy the joy that comes from knowing God and feeling the joy of salvation, the freedom it brings. On the other hand we should become more and more aware of our own failings, of the way our carelessness hurts others. There is a need to grieve even as we rejoice, because we take part in the brokenness of the world unless we live perfectly.

The idea of perfection is scary, but it is the goal we have to chase after. As John says in our Epistle reading, if we live fully in Christ than we ought not to sin. The person who does what is right is righteous, but the one who does wrong is lawless – without God’s instruction. There is no room in John’s presentation to imagine that this warning is only for perpetual sinners or especially profound wrongdoing. John wants us to see every sin that we commit for what it is, a wedge that gets between us and God. If we see sin as this, as something that keeps us from God, and we see God as the source of life and joy and happiness itself, then we should be upset that we choose sin again and again and again.

The more I grow in faith, the more I am sure that I am a deplorable person. There are things that I cannot seem to escape that I just go back to again and again, like a dog to its own vomit. The good things I do, for me, are swallowed up in the wickedness I participate in. The hateful thoughts, the judging eyes, and all manner of other corruption is not unique to those who make a habit of it. We are all guilty of sinning, all prone to erring in a way we should not. We all, if we are honest, are not living the life we should be – not even close most of the time. There is a need for us to be holy, and that need is apparent in the fact that the world is so sad so often, so bleak and violent and miserable.

1 John offers a contradictory path throughout its pages. While it is so clear again and again that we are sinful and that our participation in sin means that we cannot call ourselves righteous, the mourning of our failings is not meant to make us lock up. It is not meant to be something that we hate ourselves for. It is not even something that the scripture seems to linger on. Instead, John gives us a way out of the mess. Firstly in saying that those who do sin, all of us, can depend that Christ is faithful to forgive us. Praise God! That we can seek forgiveness from God and those we hurt and know that we can receive it from one source at least.

The second reiteration, again and again, across all of the Johennine Epistles, is so simple. “People of God, we are sinners, but thank God we are redeemed in Christ. The same Christ who gives us a new commandment, which is not new but has with us from the beginning.” That commandment, can anyone guess what it is? That we love one another. The secret out of sin is not self-loathing, it is self-love. Love enough to grow out of the things that hurt us and those around us. The secret out of sin is not hatred of others, but a love that promises to grow alongside each other. We are all in this together, and unless we all can search our hearts and accept our part in the mess around us, it will never be healed.

The Church suffers when we see Sin as something that is either wiped away with a simple prayer or that is mostly other people’s problems. On the one hand, we forget that we are called to grow closer to Christ’s perfection every day. On the other, we pretend that we are righteous in a way no one else is. In reality, we are all stuck in the mud. We all need to help to lift each other out of it.

I think one of the problems we have had in the Church is that for the past hundred years we have been caught up in culture wars, rather than wars against the Sin that we all know lives within us. We fought in the 20s against Evolution, in the thirties against socialism, in the fifties against communism, in the sixties against civil rights, in the seventies against rock and roll, in the eighties against Dungeons and Dragons, in the nineties against rap, in the oughts against gays, and now against trans people. Always a target moving from one person to the other to the other, but never a moment of introspection for ourselves.

What would have happened, if all that energy then and now that went into interrogating other people’s business and chasing after the supposed enemies that someone told us we had, we all just tried to be holier? What if we aspired to live like Christ did? To feed the hungry, to care for the sick, to push back when others try to exclude people from the table. One may say, “Ah, but I saw sin in what those people I was yelling at were doing!” Be that as it may, John’s instruction was to be better at loving each other, to repent earnestly of your own sins, and to grow in holiness that way. Sin is real, people of God, but the fact it only ever exists in “that person over there,” should probably tell us we do not care much about sin and our salvation from it, but do care a great deal about looking and sounding like we have nothing to do with it.

There is one thing that John describes as being “Anti-Christ,” in all of this book. Yes, it is possible to be lawless as a person, but only one thing is antithetical to the work of the Church, says the Epistle. That one thing? Denying Christ’s bodily life, death, and resurrection. This is why I believe that all Christians can come to terms, if we accept those three things. If we accept Christ came and lived among us perfectly, then we have an image to aspire to. If Christ died for our sins, then we have a reason to hope that we too can overcome sin and death. If Christ rose again, then there is a life everlasting and an advocate who will hear my prayers and hold my hand as I take the long narrow road to perfection in Paradise.

People of God, do you believe God can redeem you? Then repent today, not tomorrow. Repent for your own sins, not your neighbors, and seek to grow in love, which is the essence of all the Law and the prophets. The work of the Church is redemption, and we must take part in it and be recipients of it. – Amen.

Sermon 04/07/2024 – Church is: Communion

Acts 4:32-35

Now the whole group of those who believed were of one heart and soul, and no one claimed private ownership of any possessions, but everything they owned was held in common. With great power the apostles gave their testimony to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and great grace was upon them all. There was not a needy person among them, for as many as owned lands or houses sold them and brought the proceeds of what was sold. They laid it at the apostles’ feet, and it was distributed to each as any had need.

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Every year, after the Easter Season has begun, one of the first scriptures to appear in the lectionary is the one we read this morning. It tells a simple story, the disciples were doing the work of the Church and because they did what God called them to do, the Church grew by leaps and bounds. This message gives relief to us today. The secret to vitality is not something hidden away, unknowable to the average person. A Church flourishes when it follows the Spirit where it goes. If we let God teach us to speak as we have never spoken, love as we have never loved, and do as we have never done… Then we will find that life naturally flourishes within our community.

We are coming up on General Conference, the long delayed and anticipated meeting of the United Methodist Church’s legislative body to determine what the next four years of our denomination looks like. There are a lot of things on the table this year, after all we skipped 2020 due to the pandemic. This means that everything that was supposed to be renewed then is overdue now, and all the legislation that had been proposed then has been gathering dust. It will be an emotional gathering and it will be a tense one. There will be people there ready to further the work of the Church and people there who would very much like to see the whole thing burn. Yet, it will be a gathering of the Church, and we will keep it holy somehow.

As we enter into that season, we have three Sundays to address a question we should already know something about. What is Church? What does it mean that we gather together and worship? How do we serve the world? What are we doing? We will do this in part through the General Conference study we are offering across the next two weeks, but we are also exploring it through our gatherings here. Scripture has a wealth of information for us, if only we are willing to read it and understand.

The scripture we read today describes the Church immediately after Pentecost and it captures a moment where the Church functioned as it never would again. The people of God had perfected their vision of the Body of Christ. For a moment the Church gave up on anything worldly – people sold their property so that everyone had the food and clothing and shelter they needed. The word used here (ὑπάρχω, huparcho,) suggests that people were selling everything they had the ability to sell. I do not mean, everything that was left over after they took care of themselves, I mean everything they legally owned and therefore had the authority to share. The people sold everything they had, to make sure that everyone had what they needed.

The reason this was possible was not because of any specific economic reality that was present in the first century, but because the Church developed an understanding of a term I absolutely adore,  κοινός (Koinos,) which simply means “Common.” The term can be used to describe something vulgar, but it is used here in the sense of something held by everyone. It is turned into a more abstract idea elsewhere in scripture, being described as “Koinonia,” the state of being in unity, in connection, in Communion. Our celebration of the Eucharist took on the name Communion to reflect the unity it gives us together, but Communion itself is something we strive for in all we do.

Why were the disciples willing to sell everything they had and live together as one people? Because they trusted each other as they trusted themselves. The Church was willing to give all they had, because they knew if they needed something they would be able to get what they needed, because everyone was fully participating in this resurrected community. When I know that you will not take advantage of me, and I do not want to take advantage of you, then both of us are more willing to share than we ever would be before.

The purpose of the Church is to create an alternative community to the one which the world builds for itself. We do this by proclaiming the world that Christ showed us in his time among us. A world that does not bow to civil power plays or the politicking of the same. A world based upon the revelation of God to all people and the transformation of lives for the good of everyone, not just the select few. We preach a Gospel that is transformative precisely because it invites people to come together and be something different together. We cannot be a Christian on our own, we need the full people of God together to truly be our fullest selves.

As a conference we have set a discipleship goal to transform our worship spaces. Not just concerned with Sunday morning, we want to get people to live life together. I would say that we are blessed in our congregations that we already do some of this of hard work together. We are a church that likes each other and that is a blessing. The change we are striving after is to be more intentional in the way we live life together. As a parish we are working toward beginning Class Meetings again, where those who wish to grow deeper in their faith and love toward one another can do so together.

The Church does not grow by having better music or more programs. It grows by being willing to go into the world, to share all it has with one another and with those around it. The Church grows when it becomes the image of God for all the world to see. Why? Because when people see God they cannot deny they want to be a part of what God is doing. We have the ability to be that vision to the people around us, but only if we stand together. The Church must embrace its Communion fully – we are one in heart and soul, born of the same waters of baptism and worshipping the same Lord. If we wish to be all we can be, we have to be wiling to take hold of the life, the light, and the resurrection – not as individuals – but as one people living, loving, and serving together. – Amen.

Sermon 03/31/2024 – Terror, Amazement, Hope

The Gospel Lesson                                                                    Mark 16:1-8

When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene and Mary the mother of James and Salome bought spices, so that they might go and anoint him. And very early on the first day of the week, when the sun had risen, they went to the tomb. They had been saying to one another, “Who will roll away the stone for us from the entrance to the tomb?” When they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very large, had already been rolled back. As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side, and they were alarmed. But he said to them, “Do not be alarmed; you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified. He has been raised; he is not here. Look, there is the place they laid him. But go, tell his disciples and Peter that he is going ahead of you to Galilee; there you will see him, just as he told you.” So they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and amazement had seized them, and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.

And all that had been commanded them they told briefly to those around Peter. And afterward Jesus himself sent out through them, from east to west, the sacred and imperishable proclamation of eternal salvation. Amen.
Sermon Text – Easter Sunday

Easter is here! We celebrate Christ’s resurrection and proclaim that death has no claim over life. In dying Christ has set us free from Sin and in rising again Christ has opened the door for use to live eternally. The resurrection is the foundation of our faith. If the resurrection did not happen then we would have no reason to gather together as God’s people. The Kingdom would have remained closed, a potential that never came to be. Despite the many different cultures and contexts, opinions and practices that Christians have – here in the resurrection we find common ground. We all share in this New Birth and we all proclaim it today as one people.

Our scripture for the day captures the first reaction that Jesus’s followers had to the resurrection. Several women came to Christ’s tomb to properly bury him. He had been left without any preparation because a holy day was starting as he died. The women gathered to give him a proper burial, to show him the honor that a life like his was worthy of. They worried as they waked there, realizing that they were not capable of opening the tomb which had been sealed with a large rock. They walked on though, confident that they would enter somehow and finish their work.

They arrive at the tomb to find the rock has already been moved and the guards on duty had left their station. Thoughts flood through their minds of what could have happened. Did the soldiers take their teacher and hide him away? Worse yet, have they put him out as an example somewhere? Maybe they left and grave robbers pried open the door looking for treasures that simply were not there. Whatever has happened it must not be good…

They enter though, not sure what is going to happen. Inside they find a man dressed in white, and he tells them that Christ has risen from the dead and is no longer there. They are told to leave and tell the other disciples what had happened, and where Christ would find them.

The women are described as fleeing the scene, not just leaving. They run as fast as they can because they are terrified. The two words translated as fear and amazement literally mean “trembling and ecstasy.” On one hand they are shaking with fear, but on the other they are so shocked at what just happened that they seem to be in a different world entirely. Elsewhere, “Ecstasy,” is used to describe religious visions. The women fleeing the tomb are in a new reality from what they had been in before. Before this moment, death was absolute, and now resurrection is possible. Before this moment, Christ had lost to the powers of this world, and now Christ had overcome them all.

The other Gospels include stories of the disciples meeting with Jesus and him giving further instructions of how to conduct themselves on their way to Galilee. Mark keeps it simple. Older Bibles may include a longer ending to Mark, but this was added later to make it seem more like the longer Gospels. In the original version of Mark the story is left open, because the story of what Christ has done is not over. The terror of the moment, the amazement of a new world being born, all leads to us being in this room today – and to us going into the world to do God’s will.

We all get to enjoy God’s goodness and we all are able to take part in God’s new Kingdom. The light shines in the darkness and it cannot be stopped. The sacred and imperishable proclamation of eternal life is ours to make and the world needs to hear it. Our life is always meant to tell the story of God’s work in this world, but today especially we must proclaim God’s goodness. Go out into the world then, to all people you meet, and let the love of God shine out. Proclaim the resurrection and the life and celebrate. Christ has overcome all obstacles let us worship him and take part in the life we have been freely offered. – Amen.