Sermon 10/08/2023 – The Lord, my Shepherd

Psalm 23 (NKJV)

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever.

Sermon Text

In some ways, preaching on the twenty-third Psalm is one of the easiest things that a minister can do. Imprinted in the hearts of so many faithful people are the words of hope it gives us, In the midst of disaster, of fear, of trouble, there is a brilliant truth – God is with us. Easy to say, brilliant to sing, but is it something we really believe and hold to be true within our hearts. Can we, in the midst of disaster, proclaim that God is alongside us? Depending on the timing, I would say that we are more or well willing to accept something like that. The most difficult time to accept God’s presence can be in the deep valleys of life, and if our eyes are not trained to find God in the day-to-day, our Savior may seem scarce.

Today I want us to focus on the idea expressed toward the middle of the Psalm. We are told that, “Though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow Death,” we can be secure in the fact that God is with us. The term used here, “Valley of the Shadow of Death,” is a construct of a construct. What I mean is that the valley is being described here as “צַלְמָ֡וֶת” (Tselmawet,) a compound word simple made up of “Shadow,” and “Death.” This Death Shadow is invoked only a few times in scripture, and usually with cosmically bad situations. The people of God, suffering and in need of a savior, are described as living under the Death Shadow.[1] God’s wrath is described as descending on people like a Death Shadow.[2] Most prolifically, Job described his view of death, a world deep beneath creation that is dark as dark can be, a world made up of one large Death Shadow. He even goes so far, in the lowest moment of his life, to ask God that the day of his birth become like that world – an empty place, forgotten by everyone who once knew it.[3]

            My point in highlighting these uses of the world is to show that when the Psalmist describes us walking through the “Valley of the Shadow of Death,” it is not just the mundane problems we face that make up the chthonic darkness around us. The worst things imaginable do not separate us from God, even if they can obscure a great deal of God’s light in their midst. Christ, for all his radiance in this world, is described as a light that the darkness nearly snuffed out, but could not quench. God does not always appear as the fire atop Sinai, or the light of the Mount of Transfiguration, sometimes God is as to us as a dim light glimpsed through the deepest fog and the darkest shadows.

            The most consistent reason that people leave the faith is hardship. Many years of evangelists will tell you that it is the allure of this world, and I will agree that sometimes people decide they’d rather have a life free from religion so they can do whatever they like, but I do not believe these people are anywhere near the majority. The fact is that many people leave the faith because something happens that pushes them beyond a place of comfort and they are forced to look on the world as it is. A scary place, a place where disaster is often more common than goodness, and where disease and struggle lurk in the midst of even the most blessed of lives.

            When we are knocked loose from our mooring, when we experience real hardship, we can do one of two things. The first is to dig our roots deeper into our faith, the second is to let go of that faith and hope we can make it well enough on our own. The first is obviously the preferable decision, but it isn’t an easy one. In the midst of hardship, when the light seems to dim from the world around us, it is easy to fall into despair. It is easy for us, in a season of plenty, to say that those who are struggling should just have more faith, but it just isn’t that easy. When a storm comes and wipes away plants from a rocky cliff face, one flower cannot just tell another in that moment to grow roots deep enough to keep them in place.

            The truth is, it is the duty of the Church to support those who hurt, and not be afraid of suffering. We have spent so long equivocating happiness with blessings, that when we see someone suffering, we just want them to get better so we can be done with the whole thing. This isn’t only a selfish impulse, not just discomfort, it is also just a misunderstanding of grief. We see something wrong, we want to fix it, but sometimes that is not enough. Job, famously, was unsettled by his pain. He yelled to God that he would win any court case with an impartial jury. God regarded this lashing out by Job as good, as a Godly way of addressing his grief. Meanwhile, Job’s friends who wanted their old friend back immediately were chastised, and God accused them of blaspheme for their idle words.

            In my own life, as someone with depression, my mind likes to invent low points. Everything can be perfect as can be, and I will descend into a valley created by a lack of certain neurotransmitters in my brain. Lights dim, sounds become less interesting, foods blander. I lose the ability to discern even the most basic of good things. For me I know the trouble is chemical more than it is real of spiritual. Yet, those same neurotransmitters that are lacking in my brain chronically are the ones that a person in the midst of trouble and trauma will be missing. I once, in an attempt to explain my depression to people came up with an image of what it feels like to be suddenly covered in the deep darkness it brings. A creature latched to your brain, encircling everything and corrupting everything it touches.

            There are two things to keep in mind as Christians in times of trouble. Firstly, a thing for those who struggle, and secondly a thing for those who walk alongside those who struggle. For those who struggle, whether it be the most world shaking of disasters or a consistent problem that cannot be shaken. Know that God is with you. That is sufficient for  you to hold in your faith. You do not need to be happy with God in the moment you are suffering, you do not need to respond to the world around you like you had before. Faith is not always singing praises loudly, sometimes it is the simple acknowledgement that God is there, distant and hard to understand, but God is there. If you hold onto that, then the rest will follow, bit by bit.

            For those are not presently suffering, but care for people who are, the duty becomes being the roots that hold another person in place. Show such love and support, listening rather than speaking and allowing people to experience grief in their own time and turns. You know why trees are able to stand as long as they do in forests? Because their roots are wrapped around each other. Why the largest organism on Earth is a mycelium colony? Because they long ago decided it was advantageous to live as one rather than live alone. The Church becomes a place where people can sustain their faith when the people of God become the visible presence of God in hard times.

            There will be many dark nights in life. Some of them will seem to stretch on indefinitely. Yet, God is always just a ways off. The stronger our faith is, the easier it can be to see God in the midst of things, but it is not always necessary to see. Sometimes it is more than enough to know. Did Peter, as he sunk into the waves, see Jesus or did he simply know that someone was there to grab his outstretched hand? Did Job understand why God allowed such disasters in his life, or did he trust that when he cried out in anguish someone heard his cry? When we suffer and we feel like nothing will every be ok, do we do so alone or do we do so with a God who has known life and death, joy and pain, disaster and resurrection?

            People of God. The world can be a dark place, but God is always with us in the darkness. No matter how dark the Death Shadow may be that rests on the world around us, no matter how lose we may feel, we can rest knowing that our God is never lost in the midst of it all. – Amen.


[1] Isaiah 9:2

[2] Psalms 44, 107, and Jeremiah 2 and 13.

[3] Job 3:5

Sermon 10/01/2023 – Proper Pride

Philippians 3:4b-14

If anyone else has reason to be confident in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, a member of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew born of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless.

Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law but one that comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God based on faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the sharing of his sufferings by becoming like him in his death, if somehow I may attain the resurrection from the dead.

Not that I have already obtained this or have already reached the goal, but I press on to lay hold of that for which Christ has laid hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider that I have laid hold of it, but one thing I have laid hold of: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal, toward the prize of the heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus.

Sermon Text

What are you proud of? Think on it for a few moments. What do you think about and find your heart swelling with joy, with a sense of accomplishment – well-earned pride for something in your life. For some of us that may be our achievements, something we have done of note. For others it will be raising up a family we can be part of. Whatever the thing we are proud of is, we feel this way because we are deeply rooted in the source of our pride. Children, family, careers, all of these take work to produce results and we carry the weight of that work and turn it into a sense of accomplishment that settles deep in our hearts.

Excessive pride can be destructive. Proverbs tell us, “Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall.”[1] However, I would say that our modern word. “pride,” is too broad to describe the sort of issues that scripture is specifically dressing in its critique of “pride.” In the Hebrew Bible, two words are used for general categories of “pride.” Both are derived from words meaning, “to lift up or exalt.” In other words, pride in Hebrew is focused on self-importance and self-righteousness. In Greek the word “Hubris,” exists in the same way it does in English – pride that leads to a persons destruction. The other word, used by Jesus, means to “shine out too much,” like a fire that burns too quickly and fizzles itself out.[2]

Our modern sense of being, “proud of something,” does not always translate to burning ourselves out in self-righteous fervor. Sometimes it just means a rightful acknowledgement of what we have done in life. When we say, “I am proud of my children,” we have not committed any sin. When we say, “I am the best at what I do and I won’t hear otherwise,” then we tread into pride in the Biblical sense of the word.

Our scripture today captures several elements of “pride,” both good and bad. Paul writes from prison, awaiting his execution by Roman authorities. In his cell, Paul recounts the way that his life demonstrates what most people would think of as an ideal. He was born to the right family, taught by the right people, and lived a life that was as blameless as a person could reasonably expect someone to be. Listing his work of persecuting the Church seems strange in this list, but I think it makes a point. We all are proud of plenty of things in life, but sometimes in the midst of legitimate things we should celebrate about ourselves, we disguise our worst habits as something worthwhile.

Sometimes our judgmental attitudes are lumped in with our virtues, because it allows us to “see through people.” Cruelty of speech can be translated into a belief that we just, “tell it like it is.” Willingness to give in to temptations of all kind we celebrate as being easy going, and so on and so forth. We very easily place vice alongside virtue within our heart, and we fall into a trap that has always been endemic to the Church – calling, “evil good, and good evil, [putting] darkness for light and light for darkness.”[3] We have to be careful not to celebrate the worst impulses of our heart, simply because they are authentic.

Paul lists all these things he could be proud of, even a particularly evil thing, only to throw them all away. All of these things, Paul is certain, are less impactful than knowing God and being “found in [Christ.]” More than anything he could do or be, more than anything he could say or think, Paul saw being part of Christ’s kingdom as the highest joy in his life. More than a sentimental feeling of faith, Paul saw this as a complete transformation of who he was into something new, something that was a part of Christ’s presence in this world.

Today we celebrate World Communion Sunday, a day that we acknowledge that the body of Christ is much larger than any one congregation, people, or place. When we come to this table, we join with people we agree with and people we do not. We share bread with people who, if we are honest, we would curse in private throughout the week. People of all politics, gender, sexuality, and status come to a table to ask for God’s grace, and all of them find on plates of bread and cups of juice and wine. This table is a place we take all the things we are proud of, the good and the bad, and we elevate Christ above them all.

This meal that we participate in, is not just a memorial meal of what Christ once did, but what Christ’s enduring work in this world looks like. While we have bread and juice in our hands, we spiritually meet with Christ when we take them. We see the cross in its bloody reality, a weapon of oppression that was meant to silence God’s work forever. We see that it became a tool for redemption open to anyone who was willing to take part in its call. A call to come and love Christ, to repent, and to love those around us. Like Paul says in our scripture, only in chasing after this high calling – of Christ dying for those who killed him – can we begin to grow as we are called to. Growing in love, in virtue, in faith in Christ alone.

So take up the things that you are proud of and see them for what they are. Some of them are evils we choose to love out of convenience – cruelty and rage and conceit – throw these things away as you come to the table. Others are legitimate good – a family we love, the goodness we have learned to show to others, the peace we find in our faith – hold these close as you come to the table. Hold them close, so that when you open your arms to take the sacrament, you can fully realize why they are with you. Not for any reason but God’s goodness, given time and time again, by a God who only knows how to be exalted in lowliness. Today we ask God to remove all wrongful pride, and instill in us the one proper pride – pride in all of God’s gifts.


[1] Proverbs 16:18

[2] גָּאוֹן, גֹּבַהּ, and ὑπερηφανία respectively

[3] Isaiah 5:20

Sermon 09/24/2023 – Good Quail, White Quail

Exodus 16:2-15

The whole congregation of the Israelites complained against Moses and Aaron in the wilderness. The Israelites said to them, “If only we had died by the hand of the Lord in the land of Egypt, when we sat by the pots of meat and ate our fill of bread, for you have brought us out into this wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger.”

Then the Lord said to Moses, “I am going to rain bread from heaven for you, and each day the people shall go out and gather enough for that day. In that way I will test them, whether they will follow my instruction or not. On the sixth day, when they prepare what they bring in, it will be twice as much as they gather on other days.” So Moses and Aaron said to all the Israelites, “In the evening you shall know that it was the Lord who brought you out of the land of Egypt, and in the morning you shall see the glory of the Lord, because he has heard your complaining against the Lord. For what are we, that you complain against us?” And Moses said, “When the Lord gives you meat to eat in the evening and your fill of bread in the morning, because the Lord has heard the complaining that you utter against him—what are we? Your complaining is not against us but against the Lord.”

Then Moses said to Aaron, “Say to the whole congregation of the Israelites: ‘Draw near to the Lord, for he has heard your complaining.’ ” And as Aaron spoke to the whole congregation of the Israelites, they looked toward the wilderness, and the glory of the Lord appeared in the cloud. The Lord spoke to Moses, “I have heard the complaining of the Israelites; say to them, ‘At twilight you shall eat meat, and in the morning you shall have your fill of bread; then you shall know that I am the Lord your God.’ ”

In the evening quails came up and covered the camp, and in the morning there was a layer of dew around the camp. When the layer of dew lifted, there on the surface of the wilderness was a fine flaky substance, as fine as frost on the ground. When the Israelites saw it, they said to one another, “What is it?” For they did not know what it was. Moses said to them, “It is the bread that the Lord has given you to eat.

Sermon Text

There are many good things in this world, that when enjoyed at the wrong time can cause a lot of trouble. It is never a good idea, for example, to eat a burrito while driving. While Burritos are an amazing bit of food, they are also messy, and no matter how well wrapped they will make a mess, and that mess may be enough of a distraction to be dangerous while driving. Likewise, while there is nothing inherently wrong with a beer or some wine, I would not recommend drinking either at the DMV. Everything, whether it is an action we take or an object we use, has its proper times and seasons for us to use it in.

I know that one of my endearing loves growing up was the Hershey’s Symphony Bar. A high fat milk chocolate, the best kind had toffee in it, and blue lettering on the wrapper. I would love these as a treat when I could get them. However, my grandfather, prone to excess as he was, eventually took to keeping a supply of them around at all times. I was now able to get a Symphony whenever I wanted, the sweetness of the chocolate became cloying overtime, and today I don’t really eat symphony bars. They lack the appeal they once had as something special, and I find myself choosing any other treat when the opportunity presents itself.

I would say that the things that persist in our experiences, the foods and experiences we most enjoy, are often the ones that we only have on occasion. While there are some things that are always good – you cannot beat, for example, a fresh tomato on buttered toast – most things are special because they are occasional. I only eat a pineapple upside down cake, with rare exception, on my birthday. I only watch Over the Garden Wall at the start of fall. I only buy liverwurst once a year, and only a very small portion. All these little tastes of things I enjoy, they help to prolong the magic of the item itself. I enjoy them in the proper context, with the proper accoutrement, and with a relish that only comes from dreaming of it over a period of time.

Our scripture today captures a moment where God’s people experience a craving for something that is likewise exceptional. They are in the wilderness, having wandered for some time, they are running low on the food they brought with them. Scavenging can only bring you so much to eat, and so the people begin to worry. Casting their mind back to Egypt, the place of their enslavement, they dream of something that is likely as imagined as it is historical.

They see themselves seated beside stew pots of meat and with mountains of bread all around them. This meal, if it existed at all, was probably a special meal. Though it may seem foreign to us, most people did not eat meat regularly in the ancient world – it was too costly. So this special food, reserved for when the community could afford to slaughter an animal, is remembered as something always available. They miss this exceptional offering, as though it was what they ate every day.

They complain to Moses about the lack of food, and God hears their complaint. God is angered by their lack of trust, but rather than punishing the people, God sees in their words a legitimate need. God makes a miracle happen, bringing Manna to rest on the camp each morning – a mysterious resin that gives the people all the nutrients they need to live. In addition, as a treat for God’s people, Quail lands in the camp. The language used in the text is that quail, “covered,” the camp. Elsewhere this word (כָּסָה) is used to describe water submerging something, or clothing completely covering a body part. The quail were thick on the camp, and the people could gather what they needed to fill their desire for something substantial, something special in their diet.

The text does not tell us how long the quail came to the camp. I choose to read this as an exceptional event. The quail came to the camp that day, and maybe even periodically throughout the wilderness wanderings. However, the meat they provided was not the standard food the Hebrews received – instead they were dependent on Manna, and that was sufficient.

We can intuit that this food was special to the people, because another book of the Torah captures a second incident involving quail. After a long time of eating Manna, some people are bored of it. The taste has gotten repetitive, the miracle has lost its shine to a certain extent. God has fed them every day thus far, but it hasn’t been any extravagant, and the people want to have something special once again. Moses is with these complaints, and in Numbers 11 God expresses the same frustration. God promises the people that they will eat quail for a month this time, and that the quail will be “coming out of their nose,” by the time they are done. The quail lands outside the camp this time, requiring people to leave the community to get it. Those who do die from the meal the gather, scripture describes them as dying, “with the quail between their teeth.”

So why the difference? In one story the quail is the good gift of God, in the other it is a death trap? What changed? I think a better question is to look at what did not change. The people, on the whole, had adapted to the wilderness fairly well. While they were still struggling and while they still had more than a few complaints, they gathered Manna each day and kept the laws of the camp as they should. Just before the second quail episode, prophecy erupted among the people, a sign that God was on the move among them. However, as with any group of people, not everyone was on board with this status quo. Some wanted the emotional high of that quail feast they had early on, and that desire changed them.

The flesh pots of Egypt are softened somewhat in their memories. They more realistically imagine eating foods associated with the poor – cheap produce and fish. Yet, those foods carry a nostalgia to them that the people cannot shake. I can relate too. My family did not always have a lot of money, and my dad grew up with even less. He taught me to love a good potted meat sandwich, and I still like to make one from time to time. It may be poor people food, but it is good food, and I  will gladly make it when I want to remember my roots.

Yet that nostalgia becomes toxic once it becomes something worth rebelling over. The people have all the food they could ever want, and yet it is not enough. God gives them exactly what they ask for, but the signs that this is not as big a gift as they might think are clear. God gave quail to the people initially by bringing a regular migration to land in their camp. This time, God sends a plague of quail – winds force the birds to land outside the camp. The people, if they really want the meat, leave the safety of God’s community, chasing after what they would like instead of what they need.

God is a giver of good gifts, and I think we are seldom put into a place where we must choose between a good thing and a bad thing as though one is a secret test of our devotion. Instead, we have many more mundane trials. We are oftentimes given all that we could ask for, we spend months or even years with a financial security that, while not ideal, is still there. Yet, we can long for more, and not care how we get it. We dream of a time that never existed when everything was easier and cheaper and we had more to eat and drink and enjoy. We create a past that never was, deny the present that God has given us to be in and celebrate, and lock out the future that God is building here with us.

We have to embrace the idea that life has seasons. That sometimes we find a blessing where we can have more than enough of everything we could possibly want. Sometimes, we will be in leaner times. What we should not do is force one time onto the other. When we only have what we need, we should not get lost in the time – real or imagined – when we had much more. We can only live in the moment we are now in, for nothing else exists behind us or before us. If we live in the moment, perhaps we will see God’s blessings more clearly. We will understand that what makes a good thing, good or bad, is often times the timing we receive it in, and whether we have to abandon what we know to be right, just so we can grab it. – Amen.

Sermon 09/17/2023 – Am I in the Place of God?

Genesis 50:15-21

Realizing that their father was dead, Joseph’s brothers said, “What if Joseph still bears a grudge against us and pays us back in full for all the wrong that we did to him?” So they approached Joseph, saying, “Your father gave this instruction before he died, ‘Say to Joseph: I beg you, forgive the crime of your brothers and the wrong they did in harming you.’ Now therefore please forgive the crime of the servants of the God of your father.” Joseph wept when they spoke to him. Then his brothers also wept, fell down before him, and said, “We are here as your slaves.” But Joseph said to them, “Do not be afraid! Am I in the place of God? Even though you intended to do harm to me, God intended it for good, in order to preserve a numerous people, as he is doing today. So have no fear; I myself will provide for you and your little ones.” In this way he reassured them, speaking kindly to them.

Sermon Text

There is a great deal of danger in assumptions. We all know some of our own colloquial warnings about assumptions, after all, “Assumptions just make an…” But the more relevant thing, beyond any idiomatic sentiment we might project, is that assumptions are one of the most pressing obstacles between us and the potential that God has for us in the world. When we gather together in this room, and someone new comes in, the thing that might keep them from staying, more than anything else, is assumption people in pews have about them before they even talk to them. When we make plans to do something in the community, what will kill the initiative before it even has time to take root, is assumptions about how an attempt at it would go and how people would receive it. What prevents us from working together, fully and properly, is assuming how the other party in a situation is respond or what they are going to say.

While it is always good to have an ounce of preparation on hand when we go into something, there is very little good that comes from an assumption. Assumptions are made without evidence, without basis except a gut feeling we develop for ourselves. They are arguments we make with ourselves, for ourselves.

When I was a kid, round about ten years, I was out and about with my siblings and my grandmother. I don’t know exactly what happened, but I wasn’t listening like I should have. My grandmother told my step-mother, and my step-mother was going to tell my dad the same. I was so upset. I sat at home, worrying and weeping at the thought of how angry my dad would be at something like this. He got home from work, looked at me, talked to my step-mother, and then said something I do not think I’ll forget. He said, “I am so much more upset, that you would think anything I would do or say to you is worth being this upset about, then I could ever be at you not listening to what your told.” I assumed something, and that broke my father’s heart.

I imagine that the interaction between Joseph and his brothers in our scripture today carries a similar weight. After reconciling with each other, fixing what was broken in their relationship and becoming siblings once again, Joseph’s brothers still did not believe his love for them. Their father, Jacob, died and was buried, and scarcely had they finished closing the entrance of his tomb when his brothers began to worry. They worried that with their father dead Joseph was going to turn on them, his anger for the years of servitude he suffered under bubbling up and overtaking them. They conspired once again to defraud Joseph, inventing a final command from their dead father.[1]

Joseph likely knew that this command was false. Joseph was with his father when he died, and if Jacob had such an important message, he would not have given it through intermediaries. Joseph hears from his brothers that his father apparently worried that he would retaliate against his brothers. The grief he feels for his dead father is compounded with the grief of his brothers’s doubts and he cannot do anything by weep in front of them. His emotions lead to his brothers breaking down as well, and soon the room is full of people wailing at the broken situation they find themselves in.

Joseph’s response to his brothers’s worries capture several different aspects of why he had no right or intention to hurt his brothers. After telling them not to be afraid, he tells them that he is not in the place of God to punish them. There are two lessons from that. Firstly, when we make assumptions we place ourselves in a position like God – claiming to know everything just because of who we are. Secondly, when we decide to punish others for what they have done to us, we take a position only God can have – a position of power we have no right to. Joseph knew his brothers, he knew they had changed, he made no attempt to assume they now were worthy of punishment. Joseph knew that he was only a person, he had no right to attack his brothers so long after they had done him wrong, as if it would change anything.

He then tells his brothers something that demonstrates his perspective on the other side of his struggles. “Even though you intended to do harm to me, God intended it for good.” This simple phrase, something we go to again and again in the Church, captures a perspective that is only possible when someone has truly come to terms with a bad situation. In the midst of trouble, you cannot see it as anything but trouble, but on the other side of it we are able to see the ways that good comes out of even the most dire of places.

The evil the brothers committed is not wiped away by this statement – they sold their brother and lied to their father about it. Joseph still suffered all the horrible things he went through to get where he was. Joseph is not saying that any part of the catastrophe he went through was suddenly baptized into a good thing, but simply that good came out of that mess. The entire Levant was saved because he was in the right place at the right time, only because his brothers did the wrong thing at the worst time. Joseph has spent years picking through the weeds that sprouted in the garden of his life, only through that is he able to celebrate the flowers that bloomed alongside them.

God is always at work in our life, but I am not willing to say that God brings suffering into it. While Isaiah presents the idea that God brings good and evil, he is tackling a specific issue for a specific time.[2] In reality, suffering is a mystery. We do not know why bad things happen the way that they do, except that God is with us even in the midst of the worst parts of life. Sometimes we might talk about God sending us a trial or putting us in a tough situation that we are still able to overcome, but if we sit down and try and do exact calculus about when God does and does not send trouble our way, we will only end up with a headache. If we cannot assume what other people around us are doing, how could we possibly assume what God is doing?

We are called to be God’s hands and feet on Earth, but I think there is a reason scripture never calls us the Head of the Body of Christ. We are doers, and that doing takes some thinking, but when we think we know everything about a situation without seeking out the truth, then we reduce the redemptive work of God to assumptive work. Think of the fights that could be avoided, if we only took some time to listen and ask rather than to assume. Imagine the work we could do if we chased after goodness and how to achieve it, than to assume it is beyond our capabilities. What would happen, if we as the Church stepped down from acting in the place of God, and stuck to our calling – to simply do the work of God, to love one another. The tears we would save, the trouble we would avoid.

Let us all commit ourselves to do away with assumption, and to step down from the false throne we have set up above God’s in our minds. – Amen.


[1] Whether Jacob actually told his sons to ask for Joseph’s mercy is contested among interpreters and scholars. I follow the line of interpretation that sees Jacob’s final command as a fiction his brothers are using to protect themselves, as no such conversation occurs in any of the preceding chapters. In the end, the answer to this question depends on the faith we have that Joseph’s brothers will make the right choice… I have very little.

[2] Isaiah 45:7 “I form light and darkness, I create peace and ra (evil, calamity, destruction,)” is a refutation of the idea that God is at war with other divinities and that a heavenly loss against Marduk led to the Babylonian Exile.

Sermon 09/10/2023 – Live for One Another

Romans 13:8-14

Owe no one anything, except to love one another, for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law. The commandments, “You shall not commit adultery; you shall not murder; you shall not steal; you shall not covet,” and any other commandment, are summed up in this word, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” Love does no wrong to a neighbor; therefore, love is the fulfilling of the law.

Besides this, you know what time it is, how it is already the moment for you to wake from sleep. For salvation is nearer to us now than when we became believers; the night is far gone; the day is near. Let us then throw off the works of darkness and put on the armor of light; let us walk decently as in the day, not in reveling and drunkenness, not in illicit sex and licentiousness, not in quarreling and jealousy. Instead, put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh, to gratify its desires.

Sermon Text

We all have favorite character types. Some people like an uncomplicated hero and other people love a compelling villain. Those of us who love Lifetime Christmas movies pick from one of three archetypes – the up-and-coming business woman, her rural love, and her sassy friend. In all media though, there is one character I love above all others. That is the character who is absolutely selfish, wants nothing to do with anyone, and by the end of the story becomes a part of good guys solving their problems. I never get tired of those characters in whatever form they present themselves.

The reason I go back to these kinds of characters is, I think, because they speak to the infinite capacity of people to do the right thing, regardless of their background. A hero is fine and dandy, villains are easier to write than most characters, but someone who is a slimeball and learns how to be decent, that takes some work. Whether it is Han Solo from Star Wars or Sylens from the Horizon series, quality is quality.

In our own lives, we are not as over the top as most characters in media. Despite this, we all have our own character traits that define how we act. Some people are more giving, trusting, selfish, kind, or cruel than others. A variety of circumstances make us that way but the end result is simple – we all are the sum of our many and varied parts, and some of those aspects are so essential to who we are, we barely even notice it. If you think about yourself I am sure you will come up with several things you would call “essential,” to how you, as a person, interact with the world. Some of them you probably love, some you probably dislike, and some you probably are pretty neutral to.

I am a believer in the idea that humanity contains intrinsic goodness. Some argue that the fallen nature of humanity means that we are incapable of goodness on our own, but I do not think that is consistent with scripture or our broader life experience. We are all made in the Image of God and that Image cannot be destroyed. If God is good, and we affirm that often in the Church, then it stands to reason that we who are also good, albeit imperfectly. The call of the Christian, once we accept the life of faith, is to move beyond the imperfection of our goodness and step into God’s perfect goodness.

We often get nervous when “perfection,” is brought up as a goal. All Wesleyan denominations, be they historic denominations like the Evangelic United Brethren or extant groups like our very own United Methodist Church, believe that it is possible for people to become perfect in this life. Why do we believe this? Because Jesus asks us to be. “Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.” Jesus does not ask us to do anything that we are not capable of with God’s help. Therefore, we are able to be perfect in this life. Do most people achieve such a goal? No, but we still have to chase after it at all times.

For some people that journey is much shorter than others, but for most of us with have a fair number of vices we have to chase away before we can get anywhere near virtue. That transformation can be difficult, especially if we are dealing with habits that we have trained ourselves to be excellent at. I think that this is the reason why scripture asks us to look outward rather than inward to motivate our change. Looking in the mirror and focusing on ourselves we can excuse so much of what we do and how we think and act. Once we take other people into consideration that justification becomes much harder.

In our scripture today, Paul asks the Roman congregation to put others ahead of themselves. Paul goes even further than just saying they should focus on love and care of others, but says that all the Commandments derive from this. The examples he gives are all from the Ten Commandments given at Sinai, but he ends his list with an all encompassing generalization, “any other commandment,” is summed up with the words, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” If we believe that the most important thing in life is caring for other people, we will naturally find ourselves changing to meet that expectation.

Imagine the parts of yourself that you know you need to work on – I’m guessing that most of them are important to you because they impact other people. While there are certainly things that hurt us personally, most of our introspection and desire for improvement are outward facing. We want to be kinder, to listen to people with more empathy, to not give in to our worst qualities just because they are easier than our better angels. We root our desire to improve in others, because by focusing on the good of other people we necessarily develop our virtues. The simple act of looking at another person, considering them worthy of good things, will make it much easier to actually do what we should.

The challenge we have to embrace is simple on paper – “Love one another.” We have to acknowledge that that is an active mission for our entire life. It begins with our own perspective – looking out at the world and being unwilling to do anything but love. Is that hard? Of course! People do not always give us very many reasons to love them. However, it is essential that we overcome that initial opposition. If we wish to pursue perfection, to follow the instructions offered to us by Christ, then we have to embrace the most essential parts of our Divine Image. We are made in the Image of God, and scripture tell us “God is love.” We must also live a life so that when people think of us, the first and most pressing image in their mind is the love we show to all we meet. – Amen.

Sermon 09/03/2023 – Right Relationship

Psalm 26:1-8

Vindicate me, O Lord, for I have walked in my integrity, and I have trusted in the Lord without wavering. Prove me, O Lord, and try me; test my heart and mind. For your steadfast love is before my eyes, and I walk in faithfulness to you.

I do not sit with the worthless,  nor do I consort with hypocrites; I hate the company of evildoers and will not sit with the wicked.

I wash my hands in innocence and go around your altar, O Lord, singing aloud a song of thanksgiving and telling all your wondrous deeds.

O Lord, I love the house in which you dwell and the place where your glory abides.

Sermon Text

Today we are talking about friendship, and specifically the way that the people we associate with can affect our own dispositions. There is a strange balance between living a life as a Christian that embraces all people as Christ did, and at the same time does not internalize the negative aspects of people who we live alongside. The Church has a tendency to run on two extremes when it comes to how a Christian should associate with people who, frankly, have bad habits and make bad decisions. There are levels to this, and while we only have a brief time today, I hope we can leave with some practical considerations for how we associate with one another.

To be a Christian means to be willing to love every person who we meet. We cannot privilege any person over another based on any aspect of their life. We are to “give when asked,” and to “go the extra mile,” for any and all people who we interact with.[1] That is a big responsibility, and one that naturally predisposes us to be taken advantage of. Sometimes, I say this with all seriousness, being a Christian requires that we let ourselves be taken advantage of. If someone comes to us, and we give them a twenty because they say they need it, and they ask under false pretenses, then so be it. In cases such as these, the onus upon us is to be generous rather than skeptical.

A transformation does happen, however, if we form relationships with people. The ultimate goal of a Christian is not just to give people things they ask for, or to only meet their physical needs. That is the work of charity organizations, and while part of our work is charitable giving – it is deeper than that. We are building communities and relationships, that is bigger than just handing things out. Those who have helped at the feeding program at First Church will tell you that if you serve there for any amount of time, you get to know the people who come for food. That relationship means a lot more than any bag of food could, it affirms the humanity of the people involved – the one serving and the one being served. The food pantry is the same, you learn people’s names and stories, and suddenly something new develops – a community born out of people who formerly just lived near each other.

The reality of communities is that they have people from all walks of life. There are those who have their lives incredibly together – who treat people well and act in all the ways you would hope someone would. There are those who are incredibly kind and incredibly unlucky, who have learned how to live but who have been handed every raw deal they possibly could have been. Others have everything, but are cruel or otherwise troubled. The final group has neither means nor virtue, those in need that are also unpleasant. The weird thing of life is that people from all walks, the just and the unjust, the rich and the poor, are worthy of dignity and love. It is how that plays out that makes things difficult.

Oftentimes the amount of leniency we are willing to give people for their conduct is proportional to how put together they appear. We will allow someone to be cruel, as long as they dress well, tithe appropriately, and say the right sorts of things. Someone who acts identically to some of the more well put together people among us but who is poor, who dresses in a way that betrays their economic status, they will receive far less mercy from us. Even a good person, if they present as poor will be treated significantly less well than any person of means. We can claim differently, but the first thing we see is how a person dresses, and the second thing we hear is how they speak. Both those can betray class markers that affect our willingness to associate with them regardless of conduct.

The thing we have to balance as Christians is our openness to all people, and our subconscious tendency to develop preferences. We also have to balance our openness to people in need with an understanding that we cannot be in relationships with people that take advantage of us perpetually. Remember earlier I said that sometimes being a Christian means we will be taken advantage of, but that changes when we go from simply providing help to people to living alongside people. Relationships have more to them than what I give you or you give me, I am not in any relationship for what I get out of them, it has to be person focused, not concerned with anything but treating each other well.

Our Psalm talks about rejecting different groups based on conduct: the “worthless,” the “hypocrite,” the “wicked.” We should not take this to mean we should never talk to people who do not do what they should. For one thing, we wouldn’t talk to many people, for another Jesus was willing to live alongside and love people long before they got their act together. No, instead we should understand a core truth – not everyone has to, or should be, our friend. I do not mean friend here as we often use it, to mean a person we like well enough to be around. I mean someone we share the deep parts of life with, who we pour out our heart to and find the same thing reciprocated. We will not adopt bad habits just by living alongside people, but we will if we allow intimacy beyond what is appropriate, to just anyone we wish to.

That will carry us much farther than anything else in terms of our living out a life of faith. If we realize that we owe all people dignity, that all people are part of our community, but do not allow them to influence us negatively – that can be powerful. When we are willing to distance ourselves from the person we know with money, but no mercy. When we are willing to embrace the poor and powerless who know more about holiness than we ever good. When we understand that no person is ever trapped where they currently are, and strive to excel in goodness no matter what we do – then we see our communities as transformative, and not just preserving of the status quo. We as a community can work together to grow, and it takes a willingness not to tolerate evil, even from people we quite like, and to celebrate virtue, even among people we might reject. Aspire toward what is right, in all things, and find your life transformed. – Amen.


[1] Matthew 5:41-42

Sermon 08/27/2023 – The Simple Thrill of Hatred

Exodus 1:8-2:10

Now a new king arose over Egypt who did not know Joseph. He said to his people, “Look, the Israelite people are more numerous and more powerful than we. Come, let us deal shrewdly with them, or they will increase and, in the event of war, join our enemies and fight against us and escape from the land.” Therefore they set taskmasters over them to oppress them with forced labor. They built supply cities, Pithom and Rameses, for Pharaoh. But the more they were oppressed, the more they multiplied and spread, so that the Egyptians came to dread the Israelites. The Egyptians subjected the Israelites to hard servitude and made their lives bitter with hard servitude in mortar and bricks and in every kind of field labor. They were ruthless in all the tasks that they imposed on them.

The king of Egypt said to the Hebrew midwives, one of whom was named Shiphrah and the other Puah, “When you act as midwives to the Hebrew women and see them on the birthstool, if it is a son, kill him, but if it is a daughter, she shall live.” But the midwives feared God; they did not do as the king of Egypt commanded them, but they let the boys live. So the king of Egypt summoned the midwives and said to them, “Why have you done this and allowed the boys to live?” The midwives said to Pharaoh, “Because the Hebrew women are not like the Egyptian women, for they are vigorous and give birth before the midwife comes to them.” So God dealt well with the midwives, and the people multiplied and became very strong. And because the midwives feared God, he gave them families. Then Pharaoh commanded all his people, “Every son that is born to the Hebrews you shall throw into the Nile, but you shall let every daughter live.”

Sermon Text

The story from our scripture is arguably one of the most brutal that is recorded in scripture. It is a story of genocide executed against the Hebrews in Egypt long ago. Generations after Joseph had saved Egypt, his people had become part of the community. The people lived in Goshen and had their own customs and culture, but this was not a cause for conflict. That is, until it was. The people in Goshen lived under the good graces of whoever was in power, and for many years the dynasty in question was sympathetic to them and their part in Egyptian life. Then, with the turn of a page, everything changes. A new dynasty takes power, a new Pharaoh that “knows not Joseph.” A new world begins, and it begins with fear and with danger.

A program to eliminate the Hebrews is launched. “Kill every male child, leave the daughters.” In a patrilineal world, and at the time both Egyptian and Hebrew cultures both followed descent on the father’s side, the destruction of a son was the destruction of a people. Daughters were married off, sent to live with their husbands, subsumed into their new culture. Pharoah wanted to destroy an entire people bit by bit, not all at once. Afterall, they still needed bodies to do the hard work. Overtime the hope was that the Hebrew people would be erased into a generic lower caste of Egyptians, the perceived threat they posed erased through murder and eugenics.

This story is from a specific moment in history. It is not, however, a story that only happened once. It has been repeated time and time again.. When there is a group of people in power, they often become concerned at the idea of losing their power. It is difficult to maintain peace and prosperity in a society, and when things get hard people question the people who are in charge. A good leader might own up to shortcomings and redirect their actions, but few leaders are good enough to do that. Many defer to pointing fingers, and when power points a finger, danger naturally follows.

There is a lie that we often tell ourselves in life, that the conflicts we see are somehow inevitable. We tell ourselves that, given that there is only ever a limited amount of resources, people will come to a place where they fight for control of them.

Certainly, people have fought over limited resources plenty of times, but that situation can only happen if the people in question are on comparable footing. If we are in the middle of the desert, and we find a single bottle of water, it is very likely there might be some fighting over who would get to drink it. We might imagine ourselves being noble and giving it to the other person, we can hope we would do that, but it would not be unreasonable to think that there might be a fight. However, life often gives us a completely different version of this conflict, where one person has a great deal of means and another person very little.

The Pharoah had nothing to fear from the Hebrew people. They were a minority in Egypt, living with them for centuries. In centuries past, it was a Hebrew that saved Egypt – not only Egypt, but all of the Ancient Near East. Egypt had proven that even in the worst of times – a famine – it was possible for everyone to get food and shelter, to be taken care of. It was only years after that disaster, as opulence and success poisoned the minds of power, that it was decided something had to be done about their neighbors. The solution they conjured up? Long knives and brutal murder in the rivers of Egypt.

We can mention countless examples of people taking this tact throughout history. The worst recorded events came during the past five hundred or so years of human history. The wars of religion in Europe, Christian killing Christians over who has the right way of taking Holy Communion. The Crusades, Christians and Muslims killing over who has the right to own a few hundred miles of land. The imperial programs launched across the world by many nations, declaring that the land of native peoples no longer belonged to them, but to kings and emperors far away. In every case, the conflict was to relieve some perceived problem in society. Sometimes that problem may have been, “I need more money,” on the part of a monarch or industry, but that would not sell the conflict to the average person. No, instead it is disguised. “You would have a better life, if not for those people over there!”

“Those people,” can take on any characteristics we like, as long as we look just enough unlike them for it to be ok to hurt them. Sometimes the separation is racial – up until 1968 it was legal to discriminate in this country based on race, and even after it wasn’t people still found ways.

North View used to be the only place Italians could buy property here, and that wasn’t very long ago. Other times the separation was more classist – “Those people who don’t talk or act right, they’re too low class for us, they shouldn’t be in this part of town.” It is the easiest thing in the world to hate a group of people, as long as we are told they are the real cause of all our problems. Think of your media diet – songs, social media, shows, and news broadcasts – oftentimes the quest they embark upon is to name society’s problems and its villains.

I grew up listening to country, and I tell you that I hate how much of it is just about how evil city people are. “Those people don’t know what America really is.,” sings the rhinestone cowboys of our day. Most recently, another song surges in popularity (because of aggressive funding from political marketing,) and cries out that the working man would be fine, if not for all the welfare queens. A tired old narrative, but one playing on radios all over. There are people really causing harm in this world, believe me, but they are not poor or urban, or any other class of person we ever deal with regularly. No, the rich and the powerful are often the source of our troubles, but we are not willing to admit that very often. Instead, we pick our favorite powerful people and say that it is all the other ones that are the problem.

Want for power and money is what more often than not feeds into evil. Why are so many people working three or four jobs just to pay for rent? Because industry demands that they be paid as little as possible or else the executives might lose a few million dollars of their raise that year. Why are we told that the problems in our town are the poor who seek shelter and food? Because if it’s their fault, then we do not have to ask what kind of world we live in where someone can miss one month’s rent and end up on the street. You and I do not benefit from a world like that, but the people who turn us against each other sure do. The people who wish to divide people, to keep them fighting, are not revolutionaries- instead, they are defenders of the status quo, of a world where might makes right and money talks.

Most powerful of all, when someone points out the world is broken, it’s easy to shift blame onto them. “The system works fine for me,” says the ones in power, “So, you talking about racism, or sexism, or bigotry, must really be the problem. I mean, just think of the children!” Worse than that, we will often go along with this shift, blaming people fighting to be heard as though they are the villains.  The biggest ally to those who support the status quo is the well-meaning moderate who defends them because it seems like the nice thing to do. Martin Luther King Jr. said he was afraid of White Moderate Christians more than he was the Klan, because while everyone knew the Klan wanted black people dead, the moderate would do nothing to stop them till the next election cycle, and only then if the platform of the opposition was better for their 401k.[1]

It is the easiest thing in the world to hate other people, because hate is easily disguised as us just being reasonable. When Pharoah told the Egyptians to kill the Hebrew, I’m sure every Egyptian that participated in the program told themselves it was just the sensible thing to do. Just like every pioneer said of the Indian, every Nazi of every Jew, every protestor of integration of children on their way to school, and every other bigot of every other generation. God’s people are not immune to the lure of hate. Hate breeds so easily in our hearts. It is the easiest place for evil to leak into our souls – why else would Jesus tell us that hate, and murder might as well be the same thing?

Today, I offer a warning, much more than I offer a benediction. We must be careful, especially entering an election year, to legitimately pursue love, and consciously reject hate. If we cannot do that, then there is no point in us gathering here. We, the children of God, must be better than the world around us. We can only do that, if we embrace a love like Christ’s, taking that long and narrow road that leads to salvation, and not the wide road of hate that leads to damnation. – Amen.


[1] This is my elaboration of King’s Letter from a Birmingham Jail. King asks that true allies act in the face of oppression., “We must come to see that human progress never rolls in on wheels of inevitability. It comes through the tireless efforts and persistent work of men willing to be coworkers with God, and without this hard work time itself becomes an ally of the forces of social stagnation.”

Sermon 08/20/2023 – The Hard Work of Forgiveness

Genesis 45: 1-15

Then Joseph could no longer control himself before all those who stood by him, and he cried out, “Send everyone away from me.” So no one stayed with him when Joseph made himself known to his brothers. And he wept so loudly that the Egyptians heard it, and the household of Pharaoh heard it. Joseph said to his brothers, “I am Joseph. Is my father still alive?” But his brothers could not answer him, so dismayed were they at his presence.

Then Joseph said to his brothers, “Come closer to me.” And they came closer. He said, “I am your brother, Joseph, whom you sold into Egypt. And now do not be distressed or angry with yourselves because you sold me here, for God sent me before you to preserve life. For the famine has been in the land these two years, and there are five more years in which there will be neither plowing nor harvest. God sent me before you to preserve for you a remnant on earth and to keep alive for you many survivors.

So it was not you who sent me here but God; he has made me a father to Pharaoh and lord of all his house and ruler over all the land of Egypt. Hurry and go up to my father and say to him, ‘Thus says your son Joseph, God has made me lord of all Egypt; come down to me; do not delay. You shall settle in the land of Goshen, and you shall be near me, you and your children and your children’s children, as well as your flocks, your herds, and all that you have. I will provide for you there, since there are five more years of famine to come, so that you and your household and all that you have will not come to poverty.’ And now your eyes and the eyes of my brother Benjamin see that it is my own mouth that speaks to you. You must tell my father how greatly I am honored in Egypt and all that you have seen. Hurry and bring my father down here.” Then he fell upon his brother Benjamin’s neck and wept, while Benjamin wept upon his neck. And he kissed all his brothers and wept upon them, and after that his brothers talked with him.

Sermon Text

Fresh off of a week of COVID, I hope that the words I have for you make sense. It has been a week of cold medicine, of sleeping more than I thought was possible, and of having plenty of time with my thoughts. Perhaps a sort of brilliance matriculated in the midst of all that, or a delirium. We are going to find our through our discussion today, a discussion of one of the most essential pieces of our faith and also the hardest we could ever attempt to embark upon. This is the work of forgiveness, the most difficult thing we ever are asked to do as Christians.

Forgiveness is the essence of faith. Even before Jesus walked the Earth, God was giving instructions on the importance of justice, mercy, and forgiveness. It was so engrained into the people of God that there were procedures and rituals for every aspect of life. Whether the offense was moral, legal, or financial – there was always a way for people to be shown mercy through the lessons God had given to God’s people. We see how deeply rooted this was in the lives of God’s people by going back to the origin story of the Israelites, to the gathering of Joseph and his brothers. A reunion that was full of emotion, rooted in forgiveness, and tinged with the an underlying tension we are all familiar with in our own lives.

Joseph’s story begins with a classic case of parental favoritism. Joseph’s father loved Jospeh more than any of his other sons, being the firstborn of his favorite wife, Rachel. There’s a little ambiguity in the timeline of Joseph’s birth, so at the time he may have been her only son. Joseph spoiled his son, dressing him in the best clothing, making him unfit to be out in the fields with his brothers. The favoritism eventually led to a feud between the brothers, and that feud ended with them planning to kill Joseph. One brother thought to spare him his life, and through a few chance meetings, Joseph was sold into slavery. He would grow to prominence, then be cast into prison. Finally, becoming powerful through his working with Pharoah on rationing.

The famine that had decimated the Levant was avoided in Egypt through wat Joseph did. However, there was a different work going on within Joseph across his time in Egypt. That work was the work of forgiveness. See, the way this story is told makes us jump from one reality to the other – at first they are planning to kill one another and then all of a sudden they are at peace. However, years have passed between one moment and the other, an entire lifetime of growth was allowed for each person to come to terms with their part in this disaster. Joseph had time to think about his brother’s sin, and each brother their own guilt in the situation.

While Joseph was in Egypt, most every one of his brothers were humbled in some way. Jacob, their father, had his own failings that led to some of their falling out. Some of his brothers sought revenge for an attack on their family, Judah failed several times in several way. Each sibling was shown through their own life that living for themselves was not going to be enough to survive in this world. Each was humbled, disaster after disaster, and learned to be a better person because of it. It was after all this growth that they came to Egypt seeking relief from the famine, and after all this that they were able to reclaim their relationship with their brother.

When they first came to Egypt, they were met by Joseph in all his glory. Dressed as an Egyptian and decked out in all manner of finery, they had no idea who Joseph was. Joseph spoke through an interpreter to continue the illusion that he was a stranger – allowing him to listen to his brothers as they worried about what this official would think of them. Joseph was overly kind to his brothers, but also played up their anxieties. He hid the money they had paid for the food in the bags of grain he sent with them, so that on arrival they had to worry if they’d be accused of theft upon return. Joseph also kept one of the brothers, Simeon, as collateral until they returned with his younger brother, another child of Rachel, Benjamin.

The crew would be accused of theft once more after they came into Egypt, another game of Joseph. He had hidden a silver cup in Bemjamin’s bag. When the brothers returned, sure they were to be killed or enslaved, Judah offered himself up in the place of his brothers. His sacrifice was made with his father in mind – an old man who had lost so much, two of his children and his beloved wife, could not lose anything else. So, Judah offered himself so that at least Jacbo could have his youngest child to be a part of his life still. It is this offer that causes Joseph to drop his act, confess his identity, and declare his forgiveness toward his brothers.

The saga of their lives was long, complicated, and messy as can be. For those of us reading it, we trace their life across a few dozen pages and call it a day. However, for each person in this story there were years and years of life to be lived. It was not a flip of the switch for forgiveness to given, or for enough growth to have happened to allow for a genuine reconciliation between these brothers. Joseph, the miracle worker who saved Egypt, and his brothers, the cheats who had sold him into slavery – they did not get to where they were in this moment overnight.

In the Church, we often fail to talk about forgiveness because we either make it sound like an automatic reflex or like an impossibility. We move on a pendulum between embracing a harmful ethic that never asks people to be accountable for the wrong they do to others and embracing a scalpel we willing excise people from our lives with because they have done something wrong. These two extremes are not conducive to a Christian ethic of forgiveness, and are certainly not what we ought to be pursuing as the Church.

Forgiveness is hard because it can take many forms and have many outcomes. Sometimes we are able to forgive someone, and in giving that forgiveness we find ourselves able to reconcile with them. Usually that is because the offender has realized they were wrong and done something to fix the harm they caused and the habits they had that led to the problem. Other times we forgive and still must disconnect from the person who wronged us. Still more, there are those who we have not mustered the strength to forgive, and who show no signs of helping the process through changing.

I think it is best for us, rather than dealing with abstractions, to try and picture our own lives. Think on the people who you know you have wronged in your life. If we are honest, there’s probably a few people we have hurt and not tried to make amends with. We should seek forgiveness, we should become better people so that we will not hurt them like we had before. We should ask to be forgiven, and provide fruits worthy of repentance. For those who have wronged us, we have to decide which kind of forgiveness we will pursue with them. The kind that seeks to restore a relationship? The kind that forgives and then parts on equal terms? Or the kind that is begrudging, limited, but ultimately freeing?

The ideal would of course be a radical forgiveness that restores all bonds that have been broken… The reality is that we cannot always achieve this kind of restoration of what was. The duty of any Christian is to do what they can to contribute to a good end. Maybe that means acknowledging that contact cannot be resumed, maybe that means forgiving when we would rather not, or maybe it means owning up to the mistakes we’ve made – apologizing out of legitimate sense of contrition rather than a desire to be free of consequences. Whatever the decision, whatever the tact, it is our duty to do what is right, and to discern what that means for the places we find ourselves in.

Let us pray then that the outcome can be like what our scripture shows us – love, peace, and abundant rejoicing with those we love. – Amen.

Sermon 08/20/2023 – The Book of Life

Revelation 20: 11-15

Then I saw a great white throne and the one who sat on it; the earth and the heaven fled from his presence, and no place was found for them. And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened. Also another book was opened, the book of life. And the dead were judged according to their works, as recorded in the books. And the sea gave up the dead who were in it, Death and Hades gave up the dead who were in them, and all were judged according to what they had done. Then Death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. This is the second death, the lake of fire, and anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.

Sermon Text

After a week of illness, it is good to be back here with you all. Especially to participate in something our question series. Sadly last week’s theme could not be tackled, but I can speak to what it would have been briefly. Hospitality is much more than just saying hello when people come in, but preparing a place they can feel safe and at home as well. For this purpose we’re working to upgrade some of the fixtures of the Church. Redoing our parking lot, putting signs and maps up in the Church, as well as working hard to make our church accessible to all people. Hospitality is much more than coffee in a coffee pot or a greeter at the door.

Today our question series takes us into territory much broader and perhaps more difficult to parse as a result The question deals with a specific item described throughout the scriptures, “The Book of Life,” and whether or not its contents were written by God before we ever drew breath or is the book of life an ongoing writing project of God’s? Put more simply – do we choose to follow God or did God choose us so that we really had no choice in the matter?

Firstly, we can look directly at the object itself – the book of life. The book of life only named once in Hebrew Bible – in Psalm 69. When it appears, it seems to refer to a book of who is alive. Sometimes it is mentioned in the context of punishment. In this case someone is described as being, “Blotted out,” from the book of life. In other words, a name that used to be there is no longer there. Elsewhere, scripture presents the book that God keeps records in as being for the purposes of keeping all the good deeds a person works, and conversely, recording every sin that that person commits. Later Mishnaic commentary described three separate books being kept – one for the righteous, one for the wicked, and one for the moderates.[1] One book would ensure your placement in the World to Come. One would ensure your place in perdition. The final would put you in a place where repentance was possible.

When Christians began to picture what Heaven was like, they adapted this imagery for their own purposes. Throughout the New Testament, oblique or explicit references to “The Book of Life,” are made and always for the same purpose. The Book of Life is a roster of the saved in Heaven. This is the usage that we see used in our scripture for today. A book of all those who Christ has saved, and who are therefore permitted to live in the glory of Heaven for eternity. This is probably not a literal book, but a way of speaking of God’s knowledge and oversight of the saved. Even if it is a literal book, the pages are more numerous than we could ever imagine. The question becomes, and the essence of our topic for the day, whether or not the names within the book preexist our life or are written during our life.

Some may look at this question and find it strange, after all there is no mention of names being written down in most of the texts we have – only that they already exist in the book of life to be preserved or erased. It is possible that every name is in the book until it isn’t, in other words. However, for some people the overall context of scripture leads them to conclude that God has decided long ago who will be saved and that is the end of the question. Some supporting evidence for this are the several mentions of God working on behalf of believers long into the past. Matthew 25 gives us a mention of a Kingdom “prepared… from the foundations of the Earth.” Paul is even more explicit in Romans 8, saying that those who God “foreknew,” God also “predestined.”

These definitely speak to God working for our good before we are even born, but does it mean that God has already picked who is in and out of eternity? I don’t think so. Normally I might take some time to talk about the ways that you could defend predestination from the text and then explain why I think that is not the right way to read the text. For my part today, however, I think it is sufficient to explain a bit of why I think free-will is the more compelling argument from scripture. To do this, we simply have to look at any part of scripture.

We can begin in the Torah. In Genesis, Abraham is told by God that many people are going to die for their sins – Abraham pleads with God and convinces God to spare everyone if he can find even a handful of righteous people. Later in Exodus, Moses pleads with God to spare the people despite their many failings, God relents and listens to Moses. The Prophets all preached a message of doom, but for most every group preached to there was a hope – a hope that if they changed course they would be allowed to live. Jesus preached for people to be baptized and repent so that they might take part in the Kingdom. Scripture is full of many people being given choices and making decisions that change what happens next. So much so, that even God seems to be willing to redirect Divine Will for the good of God’s people.

This overwhelming message of scripture is that we have choices to make and that those choices matter. It would be strange to me if there were choices offered for every aspect of our life except the most important part – namely matters of salvation. Why would God give us all these small choices to make, allow us the illusion of choice, only to deprive us the most impactful decision of our life?  From the very basis of the idea, it seems impossible for me to see God as deciding something so significant.

I also cannot imagine God willed who will be saved from before time began because that means God would also have decided who will be damned before time began. John Wesley beautifully described the matter, saying that, “unconditional election cannot appear without the cloven foot of reprobation..”[2] In other words, you cannot imagine God pre-ordaining the saved without dooming others to Hell at the same time. No matter how beautiful the idea of predestination feels, that God cared for the saved before they were ever born, it also necessarily leads us to believing God has eternally rejected others.

I cannot accept that version of salvation history. God does not set up targets just to be knocked down. It is a firm belief of my heart, stronger than most anything, that while Divine Freedom means God would be able to choose to preordain salvation, Divine Mercy necessitates God would not. God gives chance after chance for us to make things right – not only with God, but with all those in our life. We are people given a multitude of choices, a million opportunities to grow and to change. We are able to do this because God allows us to change, and that choice is a blessed thing.

The Book of Life sits open in Heaven, and it is being written in every minute. Whether God holds the pen or the angels, whether they’ve gone digital or they still keep paper copies – it does not matter. Our life is being written down, our deeds kept track of. If we wis to see our names kept on the page, then we need faith. If we want to see our ledger full of good deeds to be celebrated rather than evil ones to be erased, then we need to make changes to do those good deeds in the here and now. We are always given a choice, and we must always be willing, with God’s help, to make the right ones. – Amen.


[1] Mishnah Avot. 3:17

[2] John Wesley. “Predestination Calmly Considered.”

Sermon 08/13/2023 – Closer than You Think

Romans 10:5-15

Moses writes concerning the righteousness that comes from the law, that “the person who does these things will live by them.” But the righteousness that comes from faith says, “Do not say in your heart, ‘Who will ascend into heaven?’ ” (that is, to bring Christ down) “or ‘Who will descend into the abyss?’ ” (that is, to bring Christ up from the dead). But what does it say?

“The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart”

(that is, the word of faith that we proclaim), because if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For one believes with the heart, leading to righteousness, and one confesses with the mouth, leading to salvation. The scripture says, “No one who believes in him will be put to shame.” For there is no distinction between Jew and Greek; the same Lord is Lord of all and is generous to all who call on him. For “everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.”

But how are they to call on one in whom they have not believed? And how are they to believe in one of whom they have never heard? And how are they to hear without someone to proclaim him? And how are they to proclaim him unless they are sent? As it is written, “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!”

Sermon Text

Scripture impacts us differently depending on when we read it. We can hear the same verse dozens of times and not find anything exceptional about it. Suddenly though, with no seeming trigger, that same verse can become an overwhelming source of life and assurance. Sometimes the difference is a matter of life experience – a verse describing the love between a parent and child will not hit someone without children the same way it will someone with children. Other times the difference is something completely beyond ourselves. John Welsey famously felt assured of his salvation after hearing a public reading of an introduction to Romans. He had read Romans throughout his life, but something about its introduction that day hit him in a way it never had before.

Paul, in writing to the church in Rome, was primarily addressing the question of how Jews and Gentiles could live together. There are different perspectives on whether the primary audience were the Jewish or Gentile Christians in Rome, but either way there was a problem between the two groups. The issue at hand was not as simple as saying one group or the other was mistreating the other – instead long running societal tensions had caused a divide between the two groups. Romans, as a rule, looked down on Jews. Jews, likewise, had reason to distrust Romans – especially in the capital city. Claudius, the Emperor at the time, had expelled all Jews from the city, and the underlying antisemitic feelings in Rome probably bled into the Church.

Paul, a Greek Jew himself, had been born in the Turkish town of Tarsus. His family had sent him to Judea to be trained under rabbis in Jerusalem. There Paul suppressed his Greek identity – beginning to call himself the far more Jewish sounding, “Saul,” rather than the far too Greek “Paul.” It was only after Jesus appeared to him on the roadside that Paul embraced his status as a Roman and a Jew. After spending time in the Damascus Church he returned home to Tarsus, and then began his ministry that would last for his entire life.

Paul would not go to minister to the Roman Church until the final months of his life. We see his mindset then in the book of Philippians. Paul abandons much of his theological complexity to simply declare the power of Christ’s incarnation, and the necessity for the Church to stand together in love. This probably shocked the Roman Church who had only known him through letters before that. Letters like what we call “Romans,” a complex argument for the equality all people experience under Jesus Christ, but also for the importance of the unique gifts we all bring to the Church.

In the midst of his explanation of God’s grace, Paul comes to a verse I’ve already named as a favorite of mine. We are given an interpretation of Deuteronomy 30 that transforms its message in a way that could only happen in Paul’s mindset as a minister to God’s people from all walks of life. The passage Paul quotes, in full, goes like this:
            “Surely, this commandment that I am commanding you today is not too hard for you, nor is it too far away. It is not in heaven, that you should say, ‘Who will go up to heaven for us and get it for us so that we may hear it and observe it?’ Neither is it beyond the sea, that you should say, ‘Who will cross to the other side of the sea for us and get it for us so that we may hear it and observe it?’ No, the word is very near to you; it is in your mouth and in your heart for you to observe” – Deut. 30:11-14

The message of this passage is pretty different in its original context than what Paul gives it as in Romans. In Deuteronomy the message is about how we can keep God’s commandments, that God is not asking us to do anything impossible by asking us to do the right thing. This is something we often forget, we decide its ok to do what’s wrong because, “Nobody’s perfect!”

For Paul the message of Deuteronomy 30 takes on a different shade. Rather than being about how God’s commands are within our power to keep, the message becomes on about faith itself. Paul, elsewhere in Romans, wants to make very clear that goodness and salvation are two separate conditions of the faithful life. A person is saved regardless of how good they are at that moment, they become more perfect in their goodness as a result of their faith. Put in the language of this passage, the confession of their faith saves while the reality of their salvation makes them good. Christ in our heart and Christ upon our lips, two parts of the same whole we call faith.

Paul takes this duality and applies it to the need for us to testify to our goodness. To proclaim Christ’s salvation wherever we go, so that we might embrace the entire world. Through this embrace, we bring people into the community of the Church. As part of the Church, we learn to love Christ and one another more perfectly, and then are ready to be sent out into the world to testify about the same salvation that brought us into the family of God in the first place. A circle of action that constantly revivifies and preserves the work of the Church.

I think we all understand this on a basic level, it is the foundation of our mission in the United Methodist Church. We make disciples of Jesus Christ for the transformation of the world, and that comes through our proclamation of Christ and our living our of the life Christ has freed us to be a part of. However, I think another lesson comes from the scripture we just read, one that is expressed predominately in the fact Paul makes the argument he does at all.

Scripture has definite meaning – it cannot be made to mean whatever we want it to. However, the way that God reveals the meaning of scripture is often tied to the place we are in life. People, Churches, movements, all are shaped by scripture and by the world around them. God often uses one to inform the other. Just like how Paul found new meaning and life in Deuteronomy that he would not have known before, we can find new meaning and life in the scriptures we hold in our hands, each and every day. – Amen.